I'm a first time writer

i don't know much

i only write what I have imagine stuff in my head

i am no good in English, not my first language

but I won't use it as an excuse to cover up my flaws

 

I'm a first time writer

dont know any rules nor any style

i only write what I know.

my grammar is imperfect.

i only know how to project.

 

im a first time writer

i easily get swayed with feedback, up votes and subs.

its an ongoing battle whether I have written something good or not.

but nothing really matters if I have a good plot.

 

 

I'm a first time writer

but not for long. 

Every new beginnings 

Eventually will come to its end. 

 

This is a good year for me, I didn't know that I would be able to write a story.  Chaera played a huge role in turning me into a first time writer. I got hooked with 2ne1 just a month before they'd disbanded.  The characters of Dara and Chaerin were the only ones that interest me.  So I read tons of their thread in a day or two.  It was not enough that I landed reading a fanfic as well. 

 

 The moment I start reading one and it led me to another then I've read like a tons of stories and was still hungry for more.  I grew dissatisfied with the last set of fanfics I've read which I won't be mentioning anymore but I've considered the fact that English was not their first language. Although it's confusing, I still managed to finished a few not until my imagination was playing tricks on me. That's when I realize that the stories in my head must come out and I got so excited that I've finish the first chapter in an hour, but I'm not quite sure if it's good or not. 

 

But here I am, still fond of writing.  The heat is still on and I'm thankful for it and for Chaera as well. I believe the story of Chaera doesnt only belong to one society alone. Its the core essence of love that I am trying to extract. I may not be a lesbo, gay or bi- but love transcends boundaries and barriers. I don't think love will allow itself to be enclosed in one idealism alone.  That's why, I've decided to write a girlxgirl concept hoping that one day, the world will accept that everyone is entitled to love and be loved with no restrictions, guidelines and rules to follow but just pure love.

This is an ongoing blog entry.. I might update this or not.. some of you might even read this and get disappointed of my views, but it's just the way I am and the way things are for me. But I do hope that somehow my stories will influence or even change the way you think of things around you.

 

Til next time..