Hey guys! I know that this topic is not usual right? I decided to write this blog because I'm confused. Okay so here is my story.

I'am second year college, I'm currently a music student and I play Flute. Usually we have different enseble which people gather to play and give a performance like concerts. So yeah, I'm a newbie on this group so I'm quiet and shy towards my seniors. They are really fantastci and awesome because they are really great. I could gather some info and learn from them. But then I'm lucky enough because my seniors in flute section are always supportive and nice, as the time goes by I'm comfortable to be with them.

Just then this guys made my heart skip a beat, we are not that close and I'm not comfortable around with him. Honestly I'm scared at him because he is quiet and just sitting there at his seat. His talking to everybody, in our flute section. But I'm only one who is not trying to have a conversation with him. I'm absolutely scared and quiet around him which is not a normal side of me. I'm cheerful and talkative. But then I could see that he is trying to be close and comfortable with me. One time, we decided to eat before the rehearsal, but my friend leave me becuase she went out first. So i have no choice to be with this guy, his name is Zach. He is tall, has a curly long hair, and a wonderful smile because of his dimple.  at first, I'm intimidated by his presence but as soon as we walk towards the convenience store, I just relaized that he is actually a good person and really funny. I was holding my sandwich on my left hand, and I'm trying to tear the sachet of mustard and ketchup. So I'm having a hard time to open and barely eat my sandwich, I'm also holdong my wallet and I'm standing infront of him. It's quite hilarious right? Could you imagine that? I'm still laughing while reading this because It was our first moment and we suddenly became close to each other. I'm struggling and I'm so damn frustrated because I can't tear the sachet, and my other seniors are going back to the rehearsal room. That reasons, too much pressure so I stomp my feet at the ground as a sign of frustration. He laughed and I'm so confused. I look back at him and look at him with confuse eyes. He suddenly talk that made me smile "Give me the ketchup and the mustard sachet, and please take a sit beside me. I will help you to open that" he said which made me loo at him again. Without a word, I smiled and laughed like a kid. So that's why he was looking at laughing at me. He offer a helping hands but I refuse. I place my wallet beside him, and he was looking at me "I just need to place it here, so you could look after my wallet. Then I will open these sachets" I demonstrate it to him and he smiled at him. After a while, I manage to open it and eat my sandwich, I smiled and munched my food in victory. He laughed at me.

Actually when I'm writing this, I can't help but to laught. Those days, I just realized that it was so important. I could even remember the smallest things and details on our first moment. After that moment we became close and I realized that this man is dangerous in a good or a bad way? He made my day everyday, and now suddenly we became strangers. Because I'm shy and scared and confused with my feelings to him. I want to share it with you guys if you want. So what can you say about my first entry?