First, second, third

i just realized that whenever it's my first time doing a job, first day in a certain retail or any business, an activity, meeting new people and anything regarding doing something..... It always turned out half.....HALF GOOD AND HALF "ING IDIOTIC WOMAN WHY MUST U ACT SO STOOPID AF?" Ways. 

 

 

Even if it turned out as not my first, but second or maybe fifth time, i ended up so screwed. 

 

Lol. What a tard am i?

(SMH) 

 

the i exist.

embarrasment.

ommo!

 

I must be the queen of Pabo and Bad luck.

lol.

 

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kang2noh
#1
Don't beat yourself up too much.
At least half of the day is good.
Try not to focus too much on the bad.
It's headache inducing.
emicomei
#2
Hey we all have perfect imperfections, ok? Cheer up woman. I am not telling you to be optimistic, see the half glass full water but be an opportunist. Make the most of your day. We all do stupid things but they are ice breakers. making it easier to strike a conversation and definitely tell the person across that you are a human not an perfect godess from above. tho u might look like one. ; )
calling your self a ing retard wont help honey. your friends and peopke will still love the gurl who calls herself one parksanyeol on aff to park chanyeol one day. sorry abt the drabble
bottom line: you are a bootyful human being i had an opportunity to talk to. : )
chanfluffles
#3
Don't blame yourself so much :)
chanfluffles
#4
It's okay to feel like this but you're not a tard okay?