so yeah 

that's why I haven't been updating We Should Have 

im still planning on it tho 

I was also writing another story 

but the thing is that I was slowly becoming one of the characters 

and it became difficult for me to write, so I stopped 

I'm planning on a different fic now, something a little less emotional, but still emotional, just more fantasy, so I don't end up throwing up all my problems into my stories, cos that's just messy 

I know I've got an eating problem, I've only told one person about how I'm feeling and that's my dad 

he knows I've got it too 

it's affecting everything and I hate it 

but I'm gonna return to writing stories when I can 

so I can connect with this lovely community again and indulge myself in made-up stories and fantasies 

sending lots of love xx

Xx vict0ry xX