Hi my lovely chingus!! I know, I haven't updated in a long time.

I really want to apologize! There is times where I want to write and update for u all, but the things my life is getting crazier by the second and more busy. I am making a promise to myself that. Will try and update more during March and the up comming months! I am very sorry you guys!! Life is just so hectic and insane, literally.

Also next week on Monday my little niece is going for open heart surgery! She is going to have similar heart surgery that I did when I was a baby! I am scared but I'm trying to stay positive. I'm gonna try and write n'd listen to BTS the whole time! :) please wish her goodluck guys! I'm very worried they waited until I was almost three to get mine and she is getting hers a year and three months...she is a strong little thing though!! :)

I am also wondering if I could make some requests? I would like something to read to distract me. I need to keep my mind off of things..anyway that's all! I will try and post something by this weekend or next week anyway!

if I still find it hard to update I might start asking for co authors to write with me! Anywa I hope u all are happy and healthy!! Thank you everyone for all your love, inspiration and thoughtful words!

FIGHTING!!!! & SARANGHAE!!!

P.S i might change my username soon! Any suggestions?!?!? :)