If you had read my last blog post "Relationship "  then you'll somehow understand, uhmmm... how should I say this "We broke Up".

Actually, I "Broke Up" with him because he was still making me stressed out about his own career and work, making it seem like it was my fault then, next day acting as if it was all okay. Well,  it's not the next day because of the time period, so it feels like I never get to sleep.  When I think about something it gives me insomnia, he on the other hand sleep soundly happy.  He even broke it off with me like three times within 4days like who does that??  Then say to me oh! I just said it but I never left you~ Like! Wtf!  You ignore my calls and even delete your SNS then came back just to say that you forgot something only!  Within those days I finally lost it, like for real, my mind when blank like the sparkles just vanished, I couldn't even look at him, I even learned how to ignore his calls like did to me, but I did answer some calls, I guess you can say that I pity him?

 No! I was still somewhat confused about weather I'm in love or not because when calls I hate and love it. It makes me cry and feel sad when I hear his voice, so what is this??  I always asked myself "why?" after every calls we have, so I gave myself time to think about it awhile he slept through it.  I said what I had in my mind, but what broke me and stuck me mostly was when he said "I'm poor that's why you don't want to be with me right?" If I had thought about Money in the first place I wouldn't even get to know you and stayed with you, you broke me with words slowly and you didn't even catch it yourself~   Those are the words that had pushed me down the most....

Well, that was my story of my love life, it didn't end that will but I'll keep the best memories of us and throw away all the bad ones.... one day I'll talk/meet you again~ 

So, How's everyone's love life? Or just part of your life so far? 

Im so planning to make this a story or song... lmao 

Will, have a beautiful day, time, hours... Hehehehe 

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