I lost ( Emotion Poem )
I lost battles .
battles of acceptance
importance
love
hope
faith
I now laugh at my tears
not trying to hold back
cause holding back
makes me think crazily
rips my soul in half
even though I smile laugh and show I have fun
I cry myself to sleep , feeling like a mistake
giving up on trying
thinking about leaving this world
to go to a different one far up
but I can't
cause in my shattered heart ,
I show empathy and love
i often think
Is it worth the hundreds that mourn over my grave
family I've never met will see my face
giving my dream up .
I don't know if I seem selfish but I want to be away from people
I wanna spend my life on this
AsianFanFics
where people show love
not hate
I've lost many battles
I don't want pity
I want understatement and warm hugs ( they make me feel better :) )
thanks for reading this long a$$ poem
love GbossS
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