Friendship is like a rose that you have to maintain. If you let it fade away, it'll never grow back to what it used to be. and you'll be left with the haunting thought of what it might have been on better days  If you water it with care and respect it's torns and flaws, it will grow to become your most precious possession.

-Laulau95, January 2017.

With that crappy little verse of mine, I want to tell you guys something important. Today is the day that I officially get back on the track with my one(three)shot. This is a story I am really proud of and that I can't wait to show you guys. 

This is called Starboy and it is with Jungkook x OC as well as the rest of BTS (which actually makes the best part of the story in my opinion) This is a ' angst, , passion, romance & comedy'. You can find it here: Starboy. 

- Important Message-

But the real reason why I wanted to make that blog post was to talk about the reason why I even wrote this story. I mean, put aside the high influence of ' The Weeknd' over my poor restless soul over the past months, this was lamely meant to be for someone, you know me guys. So here is my really flimsy attempt to dedicate this scenario to a friend... I should really have thought about my s before making this post. 

Today, January 20th is the first year anniversary with my dear friend Mariie. It feels really out of this world for me since I feel like I've known her since I started to talk, basically. But the truth is something different and now for exactly a year, I have had the chance to call her a friend, in the good and bad moments. 

Guys, it is hard to find someone to relate to. Not every friendship will be perfect and I guess that's exactly what I like about us. We are so different yet so similar? We can hug each other just as much as we can scream at each other's face in times of need. In a way, I know it makes little to no sense, but that's just how we are. How many so called ' friends' will we get over the years? How many will secretly hate you for stupid reasons, envy you for other things or simply let you down when you need them the most? There are countless of them that will arrive and go, just as quickly as they appeared. But once in a while, you will found that little someone. 

That someone that smiles at your lamest jokes. Someone who stand by your side, even when your head is so ing big of dreams, you can't step through the freaking doorframes anymore. Who will understand you, even though your backgrounds are different, and will love you only more because of that. Someone who will teach you things and will learn from you as well. Someone who will fangirl with you and not faint at how hard you drool over unobtainable Korean dudes. Someone who knows you are a kpop hoe and will respect you, or at least judge you lowkey. Someone who will give you the little drive to wake up in the morning because you are excited to know what kind of lame s you guys will come up with that day. Someone who will allow you to be your own freaking self when everyone else wants you to be someone else that you are not. 

For that, babe, thanks. You are special to me. For that reason, I just wanted to give you examples of what my life would be without you. (Because why the bloody hell not?)

Living without you would be:

-Like going to the bathroom without your headphones and cell to listen to music. It would be freaking long and boring. 

-It would be like going on a marathon after you just missed and run after the bus. It would be useless and tiring. 

-It would be like jumping over a cliff when you are afraid of climbing on a freaking chair. because, dude... It would be void and terrifying. 

- It would be like drinking that one drink that makes you call your ex, crying like a sassy baby. It would be unnecessary and humiliating. 

-It would be like Lady Gaga songs without meaningful lyrics. It would be normal and borderline creepy.

- It would be like the Schindler's List without the little red coated girl. It would be all black and white. 

- It would be like attempting an Exo concert and thinking you are making a direct eye contact with your oppa. It would be sarcastic and delusional. 

- It would be like V without his kookie. It would be weird and unnatural. 

-It would be like Jungkook acting normal around women. It would be a miracle and something I hope to never live long enough to see. 

I love you, babe. 

And I hope your story will get just as much recognition as you should get. 

Happy one year, fart .