" Hello, we are 2ne1. "

This might be one of the most depressing moments of my life. . . /sigh/

2NE1, my darling 2NE1, how am I gonna live my life without them? :'(
I am a crying mess, and I'm sure all BJs are.

Thank you, Chaerin, Bom, Dara, Minzy, for the memories, for hooking me into kpop, and letting me love, cherish forever, the songs you presented. I wish I was present in one of your concerts, just once would be fine, but no matter how far I am in accepting reality, I know it might not happen again.

Chaerin Lee

CL, the mightly leader, guidepost of 2ne1, and of course the baddest female, you are my forever bias and wherever your blooming career may take you, I will always be there to support you in your highs and lows.

Park Bom

Bom, there is nothing but love I can offer to you. You had too much, I know, and feared in the clouds of judgements and mistrusts, but I wish for you to be happy now, to be free from worrying, insecurities, and everything else people don't really understand about you. Corn is life, eh?

Sandara Park

Sandara, our living doll, the vitamin of 2ne1, it hurts for me to look at you, forcing smiles, acting problem-free when you are holding a huge boulder on your shoulder. You do not have to express and live up to other's expectations. Let them dictate, and let US mold you back. We can do it over and over again, just for you, because you are the precious bond between 2ne1. Do not ever think you are not worthy to be a member of the group- and remember, you were never the least talented, no one was.

Gong Minji

Minzy-ah, the lovable maknae oozing with charisma, please continue to live the life knowing you have nothing but admiration in honing your capabilities, let 2ne1 be the huge initial step of your career, let it provide you the strength. I know you cannot express into words some of your despairs, blackjacks will be there to understand because we understand, we care, and if you wish to bloom on your own, to free the cages of pressure and expectations, you are free to go, just please keep the memories tight in your pocket- and always look back to the place where it started, where 2ne1's maknae and main dancer minzy started.

I will, no doubt, miss everything. I will grow old loving these girls.

Once again, THANK YOU.

And goodbye, until the day we meet again.

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GeNtOkI #1 Jan 20, 2017 16:37:21

unnie, your blog was too sweet it brought me to tears. i respect your admiration to 2ne1 and all the blackjacks

myhani #2 Jan 20, 2017 16:32:12

i think the song was for minzy? but still it's a melancholic song. bjs are devastated all over the world

xiu_mine #3 Jan 20, 2017 16:32:08

Awww... These girls, they dragged me into Kpop too. I wouldn't give a care for Kpop had there been no Sandara Park, had there been no 2ne1. They're forever my first bias group, my only girl bias group. I haven't watched the mv yet cos I am scared since my day is just starting and I don't wanna drag the depression out for the entire day. I will take that one special moment when I am ready to let go of them and say goodbye. Even with that preparation, I'm sure nothing will beat the realization that I let go that one chance to see them and that regret will always remain in me.

I'm sorry girls. But thank you for the music you've shared and the smiles you've shown. They certainly made me feel like I'm strong and admirable yet vulnerable and precious like you. Let's hug it out fellow Blackjacks!

bommiechirp #4 Jan 20, 2017 16:22:54

i have no words :( it is just so sad and this post made me cry harder....

Winner_By_Heart #5 Jan 20, 2017 16:20:20

waaaaah i'm gonna miss them TT___TT