Okay,so I've been thinking about this for some time a while ago while spacing out....also cuz I'm hungry and no one's awake to make me breakfast.....

So....a few of my relatives....they told me to be a model and shizz like that....and I got some compliments about my looks from my classmates and my teacher and my driver....though I really don't know cuz wtf they told me I was ugly now wtf are they doing.....my classmates I mean.....not my driver,teacher or relatives.....they bullied me so much that I don't even look in the mirror or take pics of myself anymore.....so wtf is this now?!

I dont know why but maybe I can take up on their suggestions for modeling.....but whenever they tell me that I'd just point at my mom.....I think they got the point....but while everyone wants me to be a model and calling me pretty.....

and some few of my friends whom I shared my fics with and my English teacher who read my essays and story....want me to be a writer or something like that....my mom is....like....

"You should be a doctor." Wtf Mama.I never showed interest in that field....and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't make it....hello? They get longer years of school to do desk works and see bloody stuff and all that....and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't even make it to med school.....and even if I did I'd probs get bored,quit or sleep....maybe all of them.....also,I sip my own friggin blood(except period blood obv)for the taste of it....why would you reccomend me to be a doctor?!

But I made  up my mind....I got a list of some I ACTUALLY have a shot with

1.Performer(I sing,dance and rap.....I can do drum pretty well)

2.Actress(I don't annoy my siblings with just simple stuff,plus I know how to act)

3.Model(You just have to look pretty here.What more can you ask for if you're lazy?!Am I right?Yes,I'm lazy.)

4.Architect(I've made some layouts of a house.Kinda like blueprints.I posted one on my ig acc)

5.Writer(It just became a passion....used to just be a hobby...)

6.Stewardess(Ohh I've always wanted to be one.Considering my almost every single one of my family members has been one in her life...I might give it a shot....)

7.Entrepeneur(I have lots of connections and know a lot of places to be and places where to get.I can make it work.)