Ever since the MAMA votings started I was 110% sure that EXO would win yet another year, because the fanbase is huge
and because there are ways to cheat the system (again, the fanbase is h-u-g-e, no need to lash on me) and I didn't really have any problem with that.
I just kind of felt that; ''Hey.. they won it last year, y'know?'' but I was still happy because hey, I like EXO. 

And now that MAMA's over, I was going to look at the clips and so on because I couldn't watch it live, but I forgot. Then, a few hours ago I was
talking to my friend about BTS not winning best music video (all cred to Black Pink, those girls be slaying my entire existence) only to hear her say

''But they won Artist of The Year,'' and I just.. froze and I thought that she was joking, or that she hadn't read the articles.

So I had to look it up and... I found it

I.. don't know how to express how proud I am? Like.. as I said, yes, I love EXO as well, but I didn't really get into them until Growl, but BTS?
BTS is a group that I've been following since debut and I've gotten this.. special ''connection'', which is weird to say because I don't know them, with BTS
through their powerful lyrics (Especially Yoongi yes I am trash, sue me) and to see them win Artist of The Year is just.. unbelievable. 

Of course, I am incredibly happy for every one else that won awards, they truly deserve it and I hope they succeed in the future as well, but BTS is just-
BTS are my babies, my children so I have to be extra proud.