I've just kinda realized that I'm not really a nice person.

I'm lazy. Like really lazy.

I'm urging an author who had something important going on in her life to come back and write the damn last chap I wanted to read so much, while my fics are resting comfortably in my story dumpster and are collecting dust.

I realized that that's not really nice, because while others might be going through stress with family or else, I'm just sitting there, enjoying good fics and thinking about writing, but not actualyl writing. My best excuse for myself is that I don't really have much subscribers.. But now that I think of it, I'm really an , because those few people bothered to click on my fic and subscribe to it because it interested them.. and I'm so ungrateful to that.

I think the last time I updated SOMETHING was about half a year of even more back.

I'M SORRY TO MY SUBSRIBERS WHO MIGHT READ THIS! I'LL TRY TO UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. ANYTHING.

Just... after december 20th I think, I'm gonna place my on the chair in front of the computer and write.

I actually have so many ideas. I have about 10 fics I have a rough storyline for and still 8 unfinished fics here.

I WILL TRY:

AGAIN

I'M SORRY