When the idea comes to my mind, I talked to myself that I must be crazy enough …:) 

Lolzz but it’s true…I can’t handle it anymore, well it’s just my opinion after all, so it’s up to you guys to judges

I never imagine that I would come to this step it’s all because I’m addicted and crazy in love with this 2 people #nyongtory  J. LGBT in my country  it is something serious and sensitive issued that we can’t just talk about it freely. The question is what if happen to our family to the people we know?? Maybe our sisters, brothers, friends, neighbors or to the people who closed enough to us. Honestly it’s scared me. I’m scare that I’m not strong enough to be their side, I’m scare that I will become their enemy who hate them, who judge them and the most terrifying is I’m become somebody else to them. Just to thinking about this make me hurt and crying.

Many people said “SAY NO TO LGBT” well the truth is I’m standalone here. No one of my family or my friend accept about the LGBT. But honestly I don’t care about their opinion as long as it’s make me happy other thing is not important. My friends even said that I’m weird or pathetic ( hahahaha maybe they right about my weirdness ) some of them told me that I must be strong and don’t give up to find my love, and when they find me that I start collection about nyongtory and almost every day talking about nyongtory ( and the craziest is they even  don’t know who is nyongtory is hahahah ya..I know…I know… )  they start asked me about my ual orientation even they knew that I have a boyfriend but still they asked me that. ( hahaha lolz )

I’m sorry for my bad English :)