F*** this... I ain't gonna live anymore...

When I though everything was gonna be better.

I was totally wrong.

my friend didn't reply to any of my message when I need them the most at the moment. 

I have like....5friends,none of them reply to my message.

I didn't sleep for like 3 days straight because of my somniphobia and sleep paralysed

That cause me to faint and didn't go to school like I promise to my friend,I don't know if they are mad or what.

I know,I promise to them....after that day none of them want to talk to me....

guys...if u don't know what is somniphobia,it was a fear of sleeping basically I will do anything as long as I didn't fall asleep.

the only way for me to fall asleep by eating some pills...idk,sleeping pils maybe...

There is soooo many things I wanna write but I don't want to waste your time.U already waste ur time by reading this.I'm truly sorry about that.I'm sorry for my broken English too.I'm sorry ,bye.

 And also,please have a good day (^-^)