I had long passed the year to be a school student but I'm still reading shoujo manga set around school life. I guess I'm still a little girl inside despite my look (but I think I look younger by day, well, because I'm happier and healthier these days).

Well, telling the truth what I like about school life shoujo manga is the depiction of school setting, with after school club activities and all. I really do hope that in my school days I had been courageous enough to try it all. 

That aside, now that I'm older, I'm still studying and I am indulging myself in club activities. I joined a lot, debate club, innovation club, sports club. Well, of course, I try 1 thing at a time (I can't really juggle all at once, and study at the same time).

These clubs, really gave me a way out of my daily stress. I don't think of studying as stressful, though, because that is something I like. But do you knownthe feeling when you like something, then you do it over and over that in the end you don't even feel it special anymore? That's what I'm feeling. I mean, when I'm in class, or when studying I'm really interested in the lessons and always wanna know more to the point that I didn't realize that the time had passed so much. But at other times, I just feel like doing something else totally unrelated to my studies.

Now I'm preparing for an archery tournament, I made it to the team through a selection yesterday. Through these training sessions, I met a lot of wonderful people, from different profiles, different characters, some are older, some are younger. All bringing smiles to my face in different ways. These kind of wonderful people, I can only meet again if and only if I keep my head up for opportunities and myself open for changes.

Today, at a convenience store, someone greeted me. He was on of my team member for an exhibition I worked on to put up for our open day. I can't deny that I felt some weird soft satisfaction that he recognized me, when he is a senior that people look up to. 

I hope the same thing will happen to me and my archery team when we meet again in the future, and I do plan on putting my best effort in these training and do my best for the tournament. Those people who is cheering on me, I could hear their encouragement and that's why I am not to let anyone, even myself, down. 

I really, really, really do plan to do my best. And I know I will.