well i dunno what to tell you, I basically have the same issue with my parents bit it isn't ab my grades basically when they get mad at me, yes i hate them and all and sometimes I wonder what they think I am, like am I punching bag or someone that has been doing something wrong his whole life...but yeah in the end they're my parents and I have to respect them and basically they are nice to me and love me but they seriously have short tempers. all I can tell you is that your not alone in that situation and we all hate these experiences but in the end, we know that they are our parents so we can't do much. just try not to think much about it and about your math I suggest getting someone to explain it to you step by step, math isn't easy but if you get to understand it then trust me you will be good at it, have faith in yourself and don't doubt yourself just try to believe in yourself, you shouldn't degrade yourself like that ^^

Hello there...
well uhm you already got many advice on parents problem...
So, I would try to give you solution for maths... since I love the freaking subject...
Here is the site math.com... it can help you with almost all topic and also on 'how to deal with math'
See, the biggest problem with math is the exaggeration with the word 'math'... I see people freaking out with the word math...
and the minor problem is people have hard time imagining 'what's exactly happening?' and why are they doing what they are doing?
and I can help you with that, well if you want?
It's hard to teach like online but I still can tell you 'what's happening?' and 'why?' on any topic... just let me know

I really hate that they would never think of the source but will always reach conclusion with us being in fault. Sometimes I think I’m more mature than them like seriously forgetting the phone on their room means that you want to kill them (I’m sorry but really) my parents are the same, never caring about my opinion feelings planning my future and everything like I don’t have a choice on deciding what I’m going to be. And when I told them what I’m looking forward to be on the future they said it’s not suitable for females like really did you have to erase the little hope I had it really took me ages to decide, enough about me, about hitting I got hit by dad once in my life and that was hard, I used to cry when he scolds me before but now I don’t have any reaction like all the feelings I had vanished now I have a very tall thick wall that no one will ever break through. Life taught me a lot I’m still young, I know, but life has no mercy sometimes you have to learn things the hard way. About comparing I ing hate that like we might be related but we are different humans, we are dependent beings, we don’t have to be the same and people are not the same in all occasions. That’s all math is obsoletely the tiest on earth you might ask a friend for help, sometimes they understand better. If you want anyone to talk to I’m here, now I have more thought about suicide, anyways life is a game and we gotta play.

oh my god, are you okay like, really okay (i know it's a stupid question cause like of course you are not but- )
That's really not fair u.u Like everyone has their own passion or talent and parents should not just demand things from their children. Of course they can if their children is a lazy like me but forcing you, who tried hard enough is a no no u.u
How did your parents even accused you to kill them? What adults logic is that?
but you know, for now, let's bear with them for a while okay, not long after this, when you have to get out of the house for further study or whatnot (or get married cause why not) you can finally be free!! yeay!! so let's keep fighting yeah!
Abt maths, it's okay you know, i had friends who is weak in maths, yet you know, there are so many jobs in this world and not everything use the formula in maths okay, you'll be okay without em. Don't stop smiling and laughing :)

Oh my godness, I didn't know about you being hit before, I'm so sorry..
But your parents are being unfair, seriously. You are a human too, you can't be perfect in everyway, that's just impossible! Just because your brother is good at math doesn't mean that you have to be good at it too. I'm so frustated that I can't do anything, I wish I can smack some senses into your parents ughhh i'm so sorry i can't do anything, just i'll always be here if you want to dump your stress and fatigue and word vomits are okay :') hope you're okay i love you jia <3

Advice regarding math:
I agree with you, practicing without understanding isn't going to help. If you're naturally bad at math you definitely need to seek help. If your brother is unable or unwilling to provide that help perhaps turn to other sources: your friends, seniors, and teachers. I myself was terrible at math (not so much of I can't do it, just that I hated it so I didn't study at all for 6 months and flung my mid-terms with an 8%) - it was very difficult to catch up with that weak foundation, but I found a friend who was good at math, teaches in a way that absolutely clicked with me and with a lot of work my eventual grade for math was an A. I think it's important that you can find guidance about the subject - get someone to re-teach you. Then re-do every single question, starting from those with provided worked solutions then to those with only a final answer. Seek consultation after finishing the questions. Start from the beginning because math is about foundation. Understand math the smart way - know what's the real important crust of it, know which are the parts that's fine to throw aside and stop wrecking your brain over, know the question types that will be asked. I found patterns and formulas to answering math questions over practice (group them by what the Q asked for and how it's solved). My math notebook for each chapter contained the segments of the concept (with graphs or whatever necessary diagrams) explained in my language, the question types, and other things like specific calculator hacks.

i understand how you felt completely.. i, myself have failed math twice when this year i have to sit for a big exam, it is just this Monday tho.. but yeah if we keep trying, one day we can overcome it.. so Fighting!!

I mean I love maths but I always did so bad xD

I have that problem too. My brother got all A's and I'm getting D's at the moment. Just hang in there boo

Same >.< but it'll be alright :*

Omg i used to have the same problem . I did well in all of subjects except for maths. I hate maths. But i guess you need try love maths and understand it. Hang in there . Dont give up. Try ask help from your friends , go for tuition