So recently I joined 2 competitive dance teams. One is a hip hop team and the other one does kpop dance covers (but its pretty legit lol). And omg what have I gotten myself into??? We practice for up to 8 hours a day daily on top of my ton of studying and exams because I'm an electrical engineering and society double major and I haven't slept in days and I'm so tired what is life?!?!?! I'm barely surviving off redbull and hysterical adrenaline. Today in math my professor asked me whether or not he integrated correctly and I said wow. Just "wow" and then I just kind of stared at him blankly while the 400+ other students in that lecture hall stared at me. Yesterday, I had a 20 minute break to go back to my room so I spent that time taking a power nap, icing my neck (because I strained it at rehearsal), and heating my back (because I injured it by sitting on the ground to study for too long) at the same time. What am I doing?!?!?! Right now is the first break I'm getting since sunday because 2-4pm dance rehearsal (for the hip hop team) was canceled bc the choreographer has to catch up on hw. I was sooooooooooooo excited to finally sleep but then i realized I had like a whole week's worth of hw to catch up on bc I've been spending all my time at dance lately. So here I am procrastinating on aff instead of working bc I don't even know what sleep is anymore. It's okay though I bought a 12 pack of redbull and it's in the fridge just waiting for me. So let's play russian roulette and see how long it'll take for me to collapse. Still have a 7-11pm rehearsal later and gotta go to ECE (electrical and computer engineering) office hours bc I at programming in C