Even though I feel like dirt youtube keeps supplying me with quality cracks and quality music from my babies <3

Also WITH MY DADDY ZHANG YIXING'S BIRTHDAY COMING UP SOOOOO ING SOON I JUST CAN'T LIKE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. DURING HIS PLANTERS BROADCAST HE SAID THAT HE HAS A SURPRISE IN STORE FOR THE FANS THAT GO TO THE FAN MEET AND I REALLY WANT TO ING GO BUT I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO COME NOR DO I HAVE THE LANGUAGE SKILLS. 

/drinks water and takes my medicine like needed 

Alright getting back on track, I in screamed when I saw the amount of subscribers and views I had like holy  I never got this much love before <3 

Also, I have decided that when I recieve my financial aid check that I'll do the hardest thing ever imagined..

I'll send in some fanmail for a special somebody's birthday <3 

When I get everything together, I will make sure to show everybody on AFF since you guys are basically family to me and the only people that will understand why I wish to send in presents to somebody I don't know, but like that is my future husband right there yall don't COMPREHEND 

I'll go ahead and go my homework, then plot out the next chapter <3