Stupid Love Story
Just some of my life.
The story goes. . .
Going to double date with my best friend today and it end with my partner and my best friend confess to me that they are in love. Seriously, wth? you two just met this morning and you two are in love now? What next? You two going to get married when you two just met today?
Still, good thing that they let me know right away. Or else, I still would know soon or later and by that time, you two would be dead. But, what you call all this , anyway? Did my partner just cheat on me or my best friend stab my back? Or it just miracle and spice of life? This is so complicated and confusing.
It's one of awkward moment in my when I had to take train home with someone who had been crying all the time. Two people, barely know each other, got dump at the same time, one full of emotion, and another one don't have emotion at all. It's not like I don't have any emotion. I just don't know what to feel. Should I be happy for them? Should I get angry and hate everything? Should I get sad? Sympathy, perhaps? I really don't know what to feel to the point I feel so. . .numb.
More awkward moment when I get off the train just to bump into my long-lost-ex-which-also-my-first-love. After all this year, why today, at this moment? Is there anything more that this? So dramatic yet so bull.
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