I'm sorry to hear about your difficulties but I want you to know that it's going to be alright. "Storms don't last forever" so just hang in there, it'll be over soon. :)

A baby is a blessing. I know women who are dying to have them but could not bear one no matter what they do. Feel blessed, dear. I believe that everything happens for a reason. God wouldn't just allow something to happen if it isn't for the best. Trust his wisdom and believe that he has greater plans for you. :)

Whatever happens, don't give up. It might seem easy for me to say this coz I'm not in your shoes. But believe me, this is all for you, for the best. :)

You'll be fine. I promise, it'll be okay. :)

First of all i think maybe you can take a break from your writting. Save that for later when things are settled . As for big bang concert you can always watch it from fancam thou I know its not the same feeling but that will do for now . You can save the money and maybe go for next year concert. Its not too late . As for your pregnancy I think you need to talk and discuss things with your partner. There's alot to think and consider about. Start your family planning now and make sure that you and your partner are both ready physically and mentally. You can always consult or talk to your mom since she had the experience before. I think its important for you to be well prepared. You can start by watching some shows about parenting and read some books. Also do take good care of your health and eat well. I basically think and feel that if you and your partner can work together and be responsible for the baby than it shouldnt be much of a concern.