I first notice gtae after their dating scandals broke out and then  through videos last year after the mama. I didn't even ship them before but due to those videos I was drunk in a fantasy that "maybe they were real", that they just need to lay low because of their status and I seem to forgot the taeyeon was already dating baekyun and jiyong with kiko. There were rumors that they were already separated with their partners but no confirmation. 

I become addicted to gtae, that everytime i want to read any gtae ff. And then a break up news between jiko and baekyeon comes out and i was like oh yeah gtae must really be an item, and as a fan my hope rise up. 

Until the news about nana komatsu began circulating the web, i just assure myself with the similar post of gtae to feed my ship to them was still sailing.

And then just when i woke up today i read about jiyong private instagram got hacked and pictures of him and nana being sweet and close, it feels like that the gtae fantasy fortress ive become to like is crumbling down and gone. 

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Im a fan who is happy that jiyong is having a normal life like having relationship etc,  he deserves to be happy and loved not just from the fans and his amily but also from someone special. 

I just hate the hacker who didnt respect his privacy as an individual.