So...this is going to be a little bit longer as the other blog post I've written so far....So now I am in advance level and there are no classes anymore...just many courses with many new faces. Let me talk about a few persons before I start to talk about my situation. There is a girl...well let's name her Sara. She used to be shy and clever in the 7th grade but then she completly changed her personallity. A new girl...let's name her anna... came to the class and she and Sara became good friends..untill that day both of them started judging and annoying innocent poeple...More girls started to hang out with them and joined them. So they always picked up a person and started judging him/her.  Even boys started to join them. (I am still not sure why) So I was only with Sara and anna in a class and they judged EVERYONE Even me! But one day anna had to change school because her grades weren't really the best, That's why Sara was alone. Well she wasn't really "alone" ..she was alone in our class but she always hanged around with her friends in the breaks. 

In the lessons she always asked me questions to me and asked if I could help her....of course I did. She acted so nice and warmhearted when she was completly alone. But when she was with her group then she turned to a new person and it's still like that.  So that was the important things that I had to say now, 

As I said in the beginning of the blog post. I have now courses with many new faces. And I have one cours with sara where she is completly alone and another cours with  her where she is together with her friends. They keep looking at me, giving me comments and they are also judging me which makes me angry and upset. I mean why are they laughing at me? I am just raising my hand to confide soemthing usefull for the class. It can also be usefull for them...but they are not intrested....

so yeah they keep judging me all the time...but I am not the only one. There is another cours  in which I am with a group of boys and some friiends of Sara and there are also other poeple. They keep laughing when I say something to the teacher or when I want to ask something. 

In our school you can have an opportunity to change your course if you don't feel good in there. And I wanted to change the cours where I am only withsarahs friends and the gropup of boys...who also kept judging me a  little bit.  I went to the teacher who is responsible for the courses and advance level in generall. She told me that she will talk with the persons who laughed at me and that she will also warn them.  So she did.

After a while she called me into her office and told me that all these poeple didn't laugh at me. Ok the group of boys told her that they didn't laugh because of me but about something else which has nothing to do with me. I can't tell whether they did or not because I have never talked to them. So I can't really say whether they really judged me so...yeah...  

BUT sera and her group always kept saying that  they never...laughed at me...I have many witnesses who clearly sae that they laughed at me! So they can't lie. They also came to me and asked me why I lied to the teacher.  Like what the ? Do they think that I am stupid? I clearly saw how they laughed at me and also many friends of mine who are also in many courses with me witnessed it too. No one of my friends are in the course with the group of boys and saras friends.   

The only thing they have to say is "Sorry" but no they always bluff it out! Is saying sorry so difficult? Or did their parents even teach them to say sorry???  Gosh...but the teacher to whom I talked to know that this group is nithing more than inhumane so she knew that they lied to her. This teacher is the mother of my friend. In our school they are known as very inhumane...so no one really likes them except the group itsself. 

I need your help....I can't change the courses but luckily the teachers are keeping an eye on it. Also how should I talk to the group of boys because maybe they really didn't laugh about me....How should I apologize? 

How should I react if sera and her group still keep judging me a bit? 

Please help me