Long time no see (long time no see.. 'cause really i haven't been much of an active being recently but screw that .Who cares)!

So what I want to say is I really got this weird....weird supersition and because of this I can't write. I LITERALLY CAN'T WITE MY FANFICS. to be more accurate I can't post it. Why? 'Cause to post a fanfic I NEED A ING TITLE FOR IT and that's a problem.

I have this stupid superstition that if I think of the title first before completing the whole fanfic then that fic would stay incomplete for the rest of my life.

YA I KNOW IT SOUNDS DUMB but I only have this superstition because I have seen it happen. 

I started writing a jongkey roommate fic and by mistaken a cool named popped in my brain and i was like 'This is so gonna be the title' and then someday later I lost interest and then again for a ontae ...this time i got stuck .

Either its, I lose interest or i see a fanfic that has a same concept as i have (this one's the worst....... of the worst thingie) or I just get stuck (95% of the time). Even in normal fics (not fanfics)

So whenever I post a fic, its always completed and if its a chaptered then i have to have it written somewhere in my other account (helloshineeworld).

And now I'm working on an ontae fic....just a weird club president and stuff and I REALLY WANT TO POST IT not because i like that fic but 'cause I want to. Seriously I'm free and got nothing to do. But still I'm scared of thinking about a title for the fic...cause its still incomplete and i don't wanna see it like that FOREVER~  my friend thinks its a total crap..this whole superstition thing..more of because I don't even allow her to think of a title before completing a fic. I'M EVIL. Ik

that's it.

and can anyone recommend me a gooood fanfic. jongkey? ontae?