There are just too many things in my mind these days.. And none of them is answered yet. I'm scared of a lot of things. Future, is my biggest fear. I have like. So big dreams. And maybe because, I know it's almost impossible, though there are ways to achieve that dream. I keep on thinking of that dreams, that my study seems to badly affected by that. 

I have deep affection in writing. I assure you that I am not a good writer. Not a good author but I believe my imaginations are on the ame level as the other good author. (Probably better imagination than them hehehe). But I am restricted due to my poor writing, and my poor English. And I am currently studying Accountancy in a local university, which is wayy too opposite from what I dream. My parents are not really supporting my dream. They did list me some ways to achieve my dream, but they thought it could be impossible. Well, I do understand their concerns actually. It's what I'm worried of too. 

But, can I just go for it? Though it will take some times for me to be successful?

That's first. And then.. 

me and human. I am a HUMAN. of course. but I REALLY HATE BAD PEOPLE. I seriously don't understand why we have to treat people bad when they did nothing wrong to us. Just because they annoy the hell out of you? Then, don't mind them. It's not what happened to me. I don't really care if people treat me bad. I don't even realise when people treat me bad. It's always my friends who told me that this person or that person being rude to me. 

If you don't like certain persons, just distance youself from them. You don't need to talk bad about them. This is what's wrong with humans these days. They talk like they kow the persons to the core. When they don't even know the real stories. I always judge people too. I have people that I hate for no reasons too. But I always remind myself to keep it inside. I am not suppose to talk bad about other people, because I know, there will be people who would feel that way to me too. I believe that everyone has a good side, even how evil that person could be. Try to open your heart and be positive. Stop being whiny and put youself in their shoes. Think what they will feel when you do this.. when you do that.. 

And last... 

can people just stop talking trash about Song Jihyo, BTS and Running Man? I really hate it when people hate on them. They are doing their best in their work, to their fans, so even though you don't like them, don't say bad things to them. don't leave rude comments to them. If you don't like it, just keep silent. or if you want to talk about it, talk to your friends instead. why create a fan war? I love BTS, but I can't consider myself as an ARMY because ARMY are way too scary. Not all of them, of course. Just a small group. But that small group affect the fandom's name. I wish this small group would chill and relax. Song Jihyo, is like my ultimate bias in K-Industry. And Running Man is her life. her family. Just because she's not too active in Running Man these days, that doesnt mean you can say bad words. I believe that she had her own reasons. They are like families now. Of course, there will be fight sometimes, but that's normal. They made up after that, for sure. Don't hurt these babies. Song Jihyo, BTS and Running Man. No. Not just them. All people. Don't hurt people just because you hate them.

Let's love <3