I don't know where to start but..........I feel so sad and I wish it never happen. I love chanbaek so much until I thought it was real even I realized it just an affectionate between friends or maybe a market plan. After a big news between baekhyun and female senior, chanbaek kind of lose touch until chansoo dominate the world.

   I still try to believe chanbaek is there. They're not going anywhere but somehow I just delusional myself again because they'll never be the same. Recently I wish I was there in Seoul with EXO at The EXO'rdium concert but fortunately I wasn't there because if I was there, I will witness something I don't wanna see.

   Of course I love to see baekhyun again but seeing chansoo is more difficult task for me. Seeing chansoo pic together is enough to make me piss off. If someone ask me, do you hate kyungsoo? Honestly............slightly? Because I think he kind of stealing chanyeol from baekhyun but I know there is no such thing. It's chanyeol himself like doing that and kyungsoo is no fault.

   But my conciousness betray me because every time I see chansoo, my tears can't stop from falling and it flows neutrally. I'm so pathetic. Fortunately when I attended their concert in Malaysia 'EXO PLANET #2 The Exo'luxion, I'm not witnessing any chansoo there. Probably because I was occupied with focusing on baekhyun but I tried to find any small chances of chanbaek but unfortunately for me there's nothing too. 

   I wish I'm not a chanbaek/baekyeol shipper from the start. Otherwise, I'll never feeling this heartbreak #prayformyheart