TRV : KANG HANEUL

kang haneul。
HANEUL GREW UP INTO THE ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY, IMMEDIATELY SURROUNDED BY UNCLES AND AUNTS AND OPPAS AND UNNIS WHO GAVE HER ALLOWANCE AND COULDN'T PLAY WITH HER SOMETIMES BECAUSE OF SCHEDULES AND ALWAYS HAD PEOPLE NOTICE THEM AND ASK FOR PICTURES WITH THEM WHEREVER THEY WENT. IT WAS NO SURPRISE TO THE PUBLIC WHEN SHE GREW UP HAVING THE SAME PASSION FOR MUSIC AS HER MOTHER, A GLOBALLY RECOGNIZED SINGER. HANEUL'S CHILDHOOD WAS BASICALLY DOCUMENTED TO THE WORLD AND EVERYONE WAS EXCITED AND INTERESTED TO SEE HOW SHE WOULD GROW UP. TALENT SEEMED TO COME TO HER NATURALLY, BUT FOR HER, IT DIDN'T SEEM...FAIR. SHE HAD SO MANY CONNECTIONS AND REFERENCES AND MENTORS AND MUCH MORE OPPORTUNITIES THAN THE NORMAL TRAINEE. BECAUSE OF THIS, AND ALSO BECAUSE OF HER NATURALLY INDEPENDENT PERSONALITY, SHE WAS DETERMINED TO MAKE A NAME FOR HERSELF BY HERSELF. THIS WAS, ULTIMATELY, DIFFICULT TO DO, SINCE SHE WAS ALREADY KNOWN AS A 'LITTLE LEGEND' THANKS TO THE FAME OF HER PARENTS, BUT SHE ALWAYS STRIVES TO GET RECOGNITION THROUGH HER OWN HARD WORK. THIS IS STILL, OF COURSE, HARD TO DO AS SHE FACES HARDSHIPS LIKE ANTI-FANS, GETTING LEFT OUT, AND MENTAL SELF - ATTACKS.

      
 
NAME kang haneul 강하늘
OTHER NAME(S) english name // wythe
NICKNAME(S)
→ KANGBAP 강밥 // when her members found out her english name and they tried to pronounce it, they found that it sounded like 'rice' ( they can't say the 'th' sound and instead say the 's' sound so they were basically saying wice ). they started calling her bap ( rice ) and then eventually kangbap, which is a play on kimbap, especially since she likes walking around the dorm wrapped in her blankets.
→ REACTION QUEEN haneul has a very loud laugh and a very lame sense of humor, so you can make her laugh pretty easily. and since she's grown up watching reality shows and being surrounded by comedians and mc's, she knows how to give reactions and sometimes get them - she's fairly good at variety. trv and bangtan and her other close friends like calling her this when she bursts into laughter over small things or when she does anything extra. she's also recognized as this on a small handful of shows, lke weekly idol, mbc backstage, the show, etc.
→ AMERICAN UNNI 미국 언니 // self explanatory ?? she's from the americas and unni comes from the fact that people tend to think she's older than she really is and she can act tougher than you would think. she's very 'i cAN DO THIS MYSELF' and idk unni is just appropriate for this nickname. honestly, it just makes an appearance when she hits the folks or speaks english or does the 'betcha can't' song ( bc she can -- ) or uses american trend words or does anything that shows her americanness. "oHHHH MEEGOOK UNNAAAAAAAY" - trv
→ PUN MASTER like jiwoo's, this is a self proclaimed nickname. haneul and jiwoo are probably the only ones who appreciate each other's puns, but they also like having battles and insisting they're better ( pun master vs punsus so intense ). jiwoo, however, seems like she does jokes, too, but haneul's more wordplay. she welcomes all puns, but you'll usually just see her come in for the occasional "haiku more like byeku i'm out HAH" ( note : she has secretly changed her contact name to ' pun master ' in jiwoo's phone as revenge )
D.O.B november 22, 1998
BLOOD TYPE type b
BIRTHPLACE brooklyn, new york
HOMETOWN brooklyn, new york // seoul, south korea
ETHNICITY korean
LANGUAGES
→ ENGLISH // fluent bc mothertongue
→ KOREAN // fluent with minimal mistakes, such as trouble with harder words and pronunciation
FACECLAIM [ the ark // disbanded ] lee sooji ( halla )
BACKUP FACECLAIM [ ulzzang ] baek sumin ( yuko )
HEIGHT & WEIGHT 173 cm & 46 kg
APPEARANCE she dubs herself athletically challenged and is recognized as the ahjumma or even halmoni of trv since she can be very lazy, but haneul's actually pretty fit. of course she had to diet as a trainee to maintain the desired figure, but haneul started loving the fresh and healthy feeling of satisfaction after a nice shower to wash off the grime and sweat. she has a very nice stomach, with some abs forming, that are also being slowly chipped away by her guilty pleasure of hot cheetos, and she's actually more muscular than anyone would think. which is not that much, since she can seem very lanky. long and slender - that's what she is. she has long arms, long fingers, long legs. her dark brown hair reaches just below her chest and she has a birthmark near the web between her right thumb and pointer finger - it's just a smudgy looking thing. she sort of radiates natural beauty and only knows how to do basic makeup and she's pretty comfortable with her bare face.
STYLE "you're an under-95-liner so yOU MUST WEAR A SKIRT" this is the mindset haneul imagines her stylists probably have. however, her mindset is the exact opposite - "i'm kang haneul so i cAN EXPRESS MYSELF HOW I WANT TO" she's constantly trying to engrave in the stylists's minds that she wants jEANS. PANTS. NOT SKIRTS. HOW IS SHE SUPPOSED TO SIT COMFORTABLY IN A SKIRT. she has her days where she likes to embrace the jiwoo in her and spend the day in her blanket burrito adidas track pants and sweater, but for the most part, haneul likes looking good. her style can vary between contemporary and street style, chic and boho. she's most comfortable in things like flannels, oversized tops, distressed clothing - outfits that give her room to breath and don't take too much effort to put together. she likes brands like stussy, thrasher, supreme, stylenanda, vintage vender, adidas, googims, forever 21.
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PERSONALITY 
< + CONSIDERATE, BROADMINDED, COMPASSIONATE, EMPATHETIC + >
most people's first impression of haneul is "oh yeah she's funny and nice yknow she chill". and she really is! - she's super laidback and broadminded - she truly believes everyone is obligated to have their own opinions, because of course she has hers. her mindset is very "you have your opinions, i have my opinions, as long as you don't make a big deal out of it, we're good". it's slightly unlike jiwoo's in that haneul's a lot more careful with her words. not that jiwoo isn't, but whereas jiwoo can be a bit more blunt, haneul is more considerate of people's feelings and consequences ( not saying jiwoo isn't ack !! ) and likes using...nicer words. she's also just considerate in general - she tends to put others feelings and needs before hers and loves making people happy. in this way, she's also very compassionate - she feels for people so much ohmy esp her loved ones. she hurts when they hurt, she's happy when they're happy, etc. haneul is also empathetic, which goes along with her broadmindedness, in a way. she's very capable of seeing from different points of views and is a go-to person for understanding and listening.
 
< - STUBBORN, OPINIONATED, CLOSED OFF, INDIFFERENT - >
once people get to know haneul more, though, she can get kind of frustrating for many reasons. as you could probably infer from the above section, she is pretty opinionated and despite her young age, she has respectable views on mature subjects and since she can be very eloquent with her words, being a rapper, she's very good at forming her ideas. she's also very good at - let's be blunt here - arguing. she's very stubborn, but it's not in an expected way. due to her want to not offend people, she's very calm when executing her side on an issue and when being opposed by someone with opposite thoughts. this calmness tends to unnerve those arguing against her since they're usually riled a lot more easily than her. another thing about her that's frustrating !! she's super indifferent ohmy. i.e., when she's asked to make a decision, she never can because one she just at making decisions and two she's always like 'idek man idc'. i.e., when someone asks her if she's stressed bc she should be stressed, she's just like 'meh'. which is true, because her mindset is 'let's just not think about it' so she doesn't think about it until she really has to and anyways she's stressed beyond the point of normal, sane stress and she just lives in a state of constant stress so she's just numb to it basically heh. this indifference also makes an appearance when it comes to feelings bc ew what are feelings. since haneul can be very independent at times, she's super 'i cAN DO THIS MYSELF' and she doesn't want to burden others with her problems so when she's feeling anything other than happy, content, or maybe evena bit tired, she's super closed off and won't let it show.
 
< ? OBSERVANT, INDEPENDENT, SHARP WITTED, ADAPTIVE ? >
neutral traits yaay ! so yeah, as you've probably gathered, haneul is very independent. she never lets anyone carry anything for her and she can get kind of competitive because of this independent nature and she's just very ( as i've said like 3 times in this app already ) 'i cAN DO THIS MYSELF'. and also something you may have gathered - she's pretty adaptive. this goes along with her broadmindedness and empathy for others and her want to please others, because one of the first steps in doing that is making them comfortable ! she's v good at adapting to people's personalities, which is helped by how observant and sharp witted she is. she sees lots of little things and notices even littler things because she may seem like a loud, pun loving loser, but sHE'S ALWAYS WATCHING !!1! and yeah. she's sharp witted. self explanatory ? she catches on to things fairly quickly and she has fast reflexes and yeah.

BACKGROUND brooklyn, new york to seoul, south korea ? your average new yorker to lead rapper of the next big girl group ? allow me to explain. haneul's mom's hometown was also brooklyn, but she moved to korea around age 14-15 to be a trainee, and she debuted in 1993 as a soloist at age 17, hitting the kpop world with a bang due to her outstanding talent. sanggi did nothing but gain more popularity as the years went by. at age 20, she had the opportunity to tour in new york, her hometown ! there, she met hyunjoon, and the two hit it off - they dated for a year before they got married and sanggi had haneul at age 22. for those first two years of their relationship, the couple was in korea, but sanggi wanted to raise her child in the same place she was raised in, so she took some time off of her career to move back to brooklyn with her husband ( who is actually from seoul. remember, he travels ! ). haneul grew up in brooklyn until about 4th-5th grade, then her parents decided to move to korea permanently. when haneul turned 5, sanggi decided she should slowly start going back to her career, and she was rarely ever home. hyunjoon was home only a bit more than sanggi was, since he traveled quite a lot due to his career as well. it's probably because of all this time she spent alone that haneul became so independent. well anyways, the parents decided moving to korea would be the best decision, because then haneul could at least stay with sanggi as hyunjoon goes on his business trips. and so, to seoul the family went. the move was definitely hard for haneul, since she had friends to leave behind, but meh whatever since it was just elementary school, it wasn't too big of a deal. haneul still keeps in touch with those friends, more or less.

haneul had always liked kpop since a young age, even before she moved to korea. she knew what her mom was and she had lots of 'uncles' and 'aunts' who treated her well, but that's kind of besides the point. how did she find her passion for rap and music, you ask ? well, words had always just come easily to haneul for some reason - she found herself not suffering in the poetry unit at school and essays weren't too big of a problem. as she grew up and started becoming more aware, haneul started listening to the lyrics of the songs she listened to. she started listening to the music, to the beats that flowed, smooth like velvet. she started listening, and then she started doing. haneul found herself leaning towards rappers who rapped about concepts she liked - corruption of society, following your dreams, etc. she found herself wanting to say the same things her own way. she found herself writing lyrics in her pasttime. she found herself purchasing a maschine and learning instruments. she found herself a passion - a passion for music. who knows when it started? she just knew it would never end.

wHOA SO CHEESY. but yeah - it's kind of like suga's story. he started off as a producer, then moved on to rapping. at first, haneul just made the music for another talented friend to try out, but there was never 100% satisfaction as she heard them rap her words. she started wanting, no, needing to do it herself. to spit it herself, to tell this message herself.
TRIVIA
→ ORDER UP ! wythe is the name of the hotel where haneul's parents met and so they named her wythe in remembrance of that. haneul's mom was on tour in new york, which is her hometown, too, and she was having dinner in a vip room and found that the server / chef was very to her liking. they ended up having a connection through a friend and started meeting up, and BAM haneul is born thus began their relationship.
→ I'M NEVER LETTING THAT GO haneul is definitely one of the members who still calls jiwoo bread tanner.
→ "IF I WATCH THAT ANIME, THEN YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS ONE KOOK" she likes watching barbie : life in the dreamhouse in her freetime. and gravity falls omg gRAVITY FALLS IS THE BEST SHE IS LITERALLY IN LOVE. there has never been a time where she has not cried in the finale. she likes some anime, i.e. hunter x hunter and assassination classroom
→ WHO CARES IF YOU'RE DADDY, GET AWAY FROM ME yeah, that's referring to daddy long legs. mmhmm, spiders ? that's nono. she is deathly afraid of spiders and insects and pretty much all creppy crawlies. trv and bangtan have learned it's not something to be messed around with. she can't bear touching them, so she can't kill them herself, and if a bug is on her, she will stay still, paralyzed, until someone gets it off for her, and if she gets teased with one, she'll cry, and if she steps on one ( shoes or not ) she'll cry, and if she is left alone with one she'll cry, and basically spiders make her cry okay.
→ IF I'M JUST A POTATO, THEY'RE A BAKED POTATO. A LOADED ONE sure, she has lots of idol friends, but her list of sunbaes she respects and loves and fangirls over is even longer. these people are people she deems 'out of her league' and she is always honored to breath the same air as them. but they're also people she just thinks are plain hot. this list includes people like soloist iu, snsd esp taeyeon, soloist zion t, rapper gray, mc yoo jaesuk, big bang esp gd, ikon esp kim hanbin, mamamoo esp wheein, lEGENDS lee sunhee and jo sungmo and yoon minsu and shin youngjae andandand any old timey kpop star bc yo og fam respect. honestly, she's trash for any sunbae and is ready to fangirl over anyone she thinks is cool. which is pretty much everyone.
→ "YOU'RE SUCH A COUCH POTATO" "WOW I'M HONORED" she has a weird obsession over potatoes. the word never fails to make her happy and she likes calling her friends gamajafriends and her dream is to have a kawaii stuffed potato doll and she likes bringing potatoes into any conversation at any time if applicable. and believe me, she'll make it relevant.
→ "IT'S OK HANEUL JUST SAY IT ONCE" "YOONGI WHY ARE YOU SUCH A BAD INFLUENCE" unless it's for her raps, she doesn't cuss. she definitely thinks there's better ways to express herself than curse words, and actually hates cussing from her own mouth or anyone else, but when it comes to her music, she finds it hard to express herself to society without the use of the words they're so accustomed to using.
→ ACTINGDOL haneul can be kind of two faced. in a good way ?? it's only because she's really good at faking being fine when she's probably breaking down on the inside, or faking being nonchalant when she's actually burning up in anger in her head. on a somewhat related note, she'd also like to go into acting !!
THE CONNECTIONS

→ PARENTS // NAM SANGGI & KANG HYUNJOON // SINGER & PRO CHEF
for women, 'sang' means 'always' and 'gi' means 'rising'. her mom's name literally means 'always rising', which she is. a legendary singer who has definitely made her voice known in the kpop world over the years ( think park junghyun ), she's desired by many men, but it's only fitting that she marry someone just as perfect. 'hyun' means 'person of virtue' and 'joon' means 'talented'. hyunjoon always made sure he taught haneul to use her manners, and if you can count opening doors with your toes a talent, sure he's talented. just kidding - he's a professional chef who travels a lot to cook for celebrities and high class people all over the world, but in his free time, he likes decorating his 18 year old daughter's breakfast with smiley faces made of berries and whipped cream "sir, i don't even like whipped cream" "are you questioning this room service ??!!" "dad just...switch our pancakes." "but i don't like whipped cream" "joon, man up" "yeah dad, man up" this family is literally just a mess half the time. hyunjoon loves playing around and goofing off and making puns and sanggi is the more calm one who likes chilling once in a while. however diferrent the two may seem, they both gave their all in raising haneul and made sure she learned her manners and wasn't tainted by the exposure to the entertainment industry so early.

→ LOSERS // HOSHI, SEUNGKWAN, DK, VERNON, DINO, MINGYU // SEVENTEEN
seventeen and trv were put backstage together for a 'behind the show' segment and haneul and vernon were pretty immediately drawn to each other after realizing they were both from new york ( jiwoo if you wanna get in on this go for it otl ). the gag trio just matched well with haneul due to their loud, lame sense of humor, and dino seemed to match well with haneul, too, even though he refuses to call her noona even if she's taller than him and actually older. mingyu was a random addition to this list of close friends in seventeen, but he was just too lame not to befriend. haneul's relationship with all these boys is pretty much the same all around - them playing around and goofing off and teasing each other and insulting each other and dissing each other endlessly. she gets along fairly well with all of seventeen, but these 6 are cloest to her.

→ CHILDHOOD FRIEND // KIM NAHEE // FASHION MAJOR
nahee was the very first person who approached haneul when she came to korea. they were 8 years old and haneul was pretty lonely when it came to school since most everyone was already in their own groups and no one really cared about who her parents were at that age. nahee had been stylish since the womb and was in love with the city of brooklyn and new york in general and immediately decided her and haneul would be best friends - which they are. nahee is a pretty feisty, stubborn girl - a lot more stubborn than haneul, but the two balance each other out, since haneul is always the more levelheaded one whereas nahee can be pretty hard to please. the two constantly keep in touch through snapchat and messaging and meeting up. they have the typical best friend relationship you would imagine amongst two girls - lots of rants, gossip, deep talks, sleepovers, wearing each other's clothes, crying, supporting each other in everything they do -- nahee is like haneul's second sister and despite all the teasing the two do to each other, they have a relationship built on trust and loyalty and lOVE OKAY.
→ FRIENDS AND OTHER RELATIONS
haneul knows lots of people in the entertainment industry due to her outgoing personality and her parents - this is a small blurb from that list of people she contacts and/or hangs out with and/or can just be comfortable around. the older ones are prolly someone who was around a lot in her childhood.
→ twice nayeon, jihyo
→ got7 amerithaikong line
→ actor & actress yeo jingoo & kim sohyun
→ eric nam
→ day6 jaehyung
→ lovelyz yein
→ 15& jimin
→ up10tion xiao, hwanhee
→ monsta x i.m., jooheon
→ sam kim
→ comedian lee hwijae
→ mc yoo heeyeol
→ actor kim minjong

LOVE INTEREST [ bangtan boys ] jeon jungkook
BACKUP LOVE INTEREST [ up10tion ] lee dongyeol ( xiao )
HOW YOU MET hmm how they met. so haneul was a trainee since the beginning of 2014, as was jungkook, since bangtan debuted mid-2014. but their lineup had been official for days and everyone in bighit knew who was ging to be in bts, even newbie haneul. so it was the typical 'she knows him he doesn't know her or does he'. one day ( this is before bangtan's debut ), haneul's out for a walk, with proper coverage, since you know everyone pretty much knows her she's nAM SANGGI'S DAUGHTER but yes hiding from fans and pedos and paparazzi. guess who else is out on a walk ?? jeon jungkookie, whose mind is everywhere with his debut coming up in a few months. they bump into each other on a way back to the agency, a way no one else would take if they weren't a trainee. they're both kind of wary of each other at first, since they're both wearing masks and can't recognize each other, and so they just apologize and keep walking...in the same direction. jungkook's usually super awkward around strangers, but he had to know. "uhm...excuse me...are you following me?" yay for social awkwardness !! she was surprised. he seemed like a  shy little fetus fan why would she be - wait isn't that jeon jungkook? the one who's supposed to be in the new boy group ?? cautiously, she called out to him, even though he was already staring wearily at her. "jungkook-ssi...?" he became even more wary - "do i know you?" "*lightly laughs* it's ok, i'm a trainee, too." *why am i saying it's ok? it's not like i'm a threat to him in any way.* the two relaxed and both laughed upon simultaneously saying they suspected the other was a sasaeng fan or something. "who are you though? you seem to know me..." jungkook asked. "who doesn't know you? you're debuting in a few months, i hear." she smiled a smile of congrats, trying to smoothly avoid the question. who knows why she was scared to introduce herself. "yeah! it's so surreal.." he was surprising himself, too, by talking so normally to a girl like this, but she just made him feel comfortable. the two walked back to the agency building together, slow and steady wins the race, talking quite a lot on the way. once they entered the building, more trainees were starting to appear, and haneul knew she needed to disappear before she ruined his image or something. she started ducking her head and covering her face with her hair, and jungkook noticed. "uhm, well...i think i should get going." she said, wanting to leave before anyone saw her and started up some more rumors. he gave her a soft smile, wondering why she seemed to fold in on herself once she was around others and why she hadn't seemed that way around him. "yeah, man. go...do what you need to do." he chuckled. she smiled back and bowed and was about to turn around and leave when he reached out to her before stopping himself from actually touching her. "uhm...i'll see you around." it was like a question, an invitation to start a relationship. and haneul accepted it. "sure." she said, smiling for once in a long while. it was only when she was out of his sight that he realized he never even got her name.
RELATIONSHIP since that day, the two definitely did see each other around. along with her music and other friends outside of bighit, jungkook was one of the main reasons haneul was able to get on with things. they couldn't see each other much since jungkook was always working so hard for his debut, but the small time they spent together was always enjoyable. the two, despite their circumstances and personalities, were surprisingly easy to befriend to each other and they opened up to each other rather quickly. they just clicked, shall we say. and in the case of these two, opening up means becoming their true meme. they both have pretty similar senses of humor and are both two sassy, extra, lame brats potatoes. if they're not playing pranks on each other, they're off teasing another bts or trv member. honestly, them two is just like having two jungkook's. can you imagine the sass and the sarcasm and the roasts and -- oml. ok basically, the two are sort of like best friends. having piqued each other's interest since that first day they met, they continued to get closer to each other and find out more about each other that was even more intriguing and they're both v similar, so they can relate to each other very well. you can see them having diss battles, taking ugl pictures of each other, face swapping, sending each other memes, making memes of each other, etc. but there's also the other, more sweeter side of them. they both are fairly mature for their age and jungkook finds that they both have similar opinions and thoughts and they just both are able to have deep talks about society and stuff and even themselves. haneul's very trustworthy and jungkook is very loyal and the two find each other very capable of talking to when they need a different perspective or advice. now, how does this turn into a love story, you ask. to be quite honest, haneul sort of fell for jungkook when they first met. he was pretty much the first person who genuinely wanted to get to know her and didn't care about who her parents were ( even if he does fangirl over her mom sometimes ). as well as him being very very very good looking, she doesn't know any other guy she can relate to as much. jungkook had always found haneul interesting, but it was probably after she debuted that he started liking her. he was able to see even more of her music loving side that was hard working and passionate and he just fell for all the little things about her. idk dOES THIS SOUND BORING ?? they're like two little kids in love okay and honestly their goals and idk you can make their relationship kinda fluffy but  it's also hard because they both know how much hate and stuff they'd get if they dated and it would just be hard in general so like sTRUGGLES but yeah. young love. i want them to get together pls thanks.
STAGE NAME skylar // sky for short ; derived from the meaning of her korean name ( which is sky ). it's like taeyang's stage name - which means it is basically not even used otl. bang pd and trv's manager and everyone is always scolding bts and trv for calling her haneul on broadcasts and such but hey haneul is two syllables and skylar is four ( in korean ) and these idols are lazy. bang pd : 'i didn't make this name for nothing -- ;;'
INTRO hello, trv's lively lead rapper, it's skylar ! *finger guns* 안녕하세요, trv의 기운찬 lead rapper, 스카일러입니다 ! *finger guns*
POSITION lead rapper
BACKUP POSITION main rapper, dancer
TALENT TWINS
→ RAP exy ( bckp : id )
→ DANCE jung wheein ( bckp : jeon minju )
→ VOCAL moonbyul ( bckp : heize )

TRAINEE YEARS 2 years
TRAINEE LIFE haneul had always been into kpop since a young age. she's been a fan since all the big bang x wonder girls, snsd x 2pm stuff, and she's seen it go through it's ups and downs firsthand. it'd been discouraging to find out about all the corruption behind the scenes, but as real as that was, she knew something else was, too - the love from the fans, the thrill of being on stage, the passion some had for music. she, of course, was reached out to by many companies, but amongst them all, only one stood out. bighit always has the same intro at the beginning of their music videos - those weird white balls and their company name with this phrase underneath - 'music for healing'. it called out to haneul because that was exactly what she wanted to do - she wanted to use her lyrics and music to give messages and say things that couldn't be said through simple spoken word. she wanted to touch people's hearts. she wanted to change a life and do to others what music did to her - give her motivation, strength, acceptance. bangtan was also a huge part of why she went to bighit, because she was in love with their rebellious hip hop concept. but ok anyways so she gets in because not only is she nam sanggi's daughter, she can spit a rhyme or two. although not all the evaluators and teachers were biased to her, enough were for her to get past monthly evaluations with hardly a problem. she hated it. she knew they only wanted her because of the publicity and the support they'd get, and the other trainees knew it, too. she was left out, isolated, talked about behind her back. "she thinks she's all that just because her mom is nam sanggi" "is she even actually talented? she's probably cheating through the monthly evaluations" "ugh, she's so fake. always acting so polite to the staff and not even bothering to talk to us" it took a huge toll on her mental state and no amount of lying to her mom about how great it was would change anything. depression was creeping on to haneul, but her reason to wake up everyday was her desire for the stage and her love for her music. it was the only thing that kept her going, even through the indirect bullying and the constant put-downs she gave herself for continuously thinking she wasn't enough. thinking she didn't have what it took to be noticed for her talent alone. thinking she never would be recognized for her talent alone, and beating herself up over it. the first year of her trainee life was honestly more mental pain than anything, even thogh it was physically pretty vigorous, too. and then came trv. the announcement had been made quite a long while ago, and haneul was one of the last members to join. for a few days, haneul was even more depressed, because now it was real. she was really debuting, and still no one took her seriously. and tHE GIRLS, OH THE GIRLS. girls had always been scary to haneul because she knew how savage they could be. and haneul wasn't looking forward to anything, given how infamous she already was amongst the trainees and how intruding she felt as one of the later members to join. but these girls OH THESE GIRLS were different. from the small bunch of trainees who she constantly heard smack-talking her, there were only about zero of them in trv. in contrast, haneul felt like she was seeing all these girls for the first time. they were all fairly nice, not really seeming to care about her connections or whatnot - but it was a lack of care in a good way. there was jiwoo, who reminded her so much of nahee. there was [ main rapper ] who taught her about 85% of everything she knows, there was [ main vocalist ], who haneul was always admiring due to her skills, there was, above all, love. the girls all knew that the other 5 girls were the people they'd spend pretty much the rest of their lives with, and there was basically nothing they could do about it. without even herself knowing it, haneul slowly fell in love with trv. all the girls definitely had very different personalities that clashed at times, but their love for music allowed them to combine all their different charms and come together as a group. over the year, the girls grew closer and closer, and haneul's been able to build such deep relationships with all of them, thanks to the good memories they gave her to replace the bad ones.
PREDEBUT she actually wasn't in too many things, considering her mom's fame. she came out in a few cfs and photoshoots with said mother and in her preteen days, she was in a small handful of advertisements for school uniforms and such. there isn't anything released of her in bighit, since they decided to keep her a secret until the last minute.

COMMENTS lol sorry for the lack of aesthetics or whatever. i restarted my app about 5 days before the deadline - gj, me - so no time for cute color schemes. i basically just copied your layout otl
SCENE REQUESTS 
→ uhm lots of bts x trv collab stages
→ lots of "it wasn't a date!" with jungkook and haneul. aND SKINSHIP !!
→ just like how bangtan has 'eatjin' and 'hope on the street', haneul has her own little thing she likes uploading on trv's youtube account. she calls it 'music in the night sky // bam haneuleh eumak // 밤하늘의 음악'. do you get it. because sky...haneul...it's just her being a lame, low quality radio host or something like that as she plays about 5 of her recent favorites in her playlist. as she plays them, she commentates, explains why she likes it, rants about the feels it gives her, sings along, makes weird sound affects, jams along, etc. it's nothing professional, just her way of spreading little bits of joy because music makes her so happy and she wants to make other people feel this happiness !! it's always just audio, but she's thinking of uploading a physical video version for maybe their one year anniversary or something.
→ haneul goes on a sort of healing show where she talks about trainee life and how she wants to apologize to her mother for having been so moody and angry all the time, which she was a lot. her whole independent attitude of not wanting to be be famous because of her parents tended to take over a lot and she'd get upset when her mom paid a visit to see how she was doing or even just ask her at home how things were going. on the show, she talks about how she was so determined to get through this all alone, but now she's realized this path isn't something you can walk by yourself aND THEN HER MOM COMES OUT AS LIKE THE HOST'S PRESENT AND HANEUL YOU KNOW SHEDS A TEAR AND SANGGI CRIES AND EVERYONE CRY YES.
PASSWORD whoooooOOOOOOOOA *slowly gets louder* wHOA SO COOL NOMU MUSHISUH ( oh romanization hurts me ) *is shushed by ceo or pdnim or whatever* wait, how are half of us supposed to pronounce that ? [ non foreign member ] - "ohmy not like you need to worry about that" *cheekily grins ; finger guns* hah true ! *smacked on the head* no but seriously. pronunciation is gonna be a problem, man. *looks pointedly at everyone in the room except for like jiwoo*

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V0UZMEVOYEZ
#1
gdi i wanna jump in on the english gag trio as well omg
V0UZMEVOYEZ
#2
hi hi hi omg so ah you were chosen for trv and we have to fill out relationships nd - essentially, imma make my character be friends with your character if that's aight w/ chu
( why do i sound like a mom at a daycare making playdates with other moms omg )