Okay, first of all, the night before the day I came here, I didn't get enough sleep. Bcoz I'm nervous and I'm finishing my last chapter of iKON's story. So the next day, I'm kind of tired.

The first half of the day was fun and exciting. I made lots of new friends. But the lack of sleep took a toll on me when it was reaching afternoon so i got a bit moody. 

Then I got some free time with my mum and it was so hard to depart. TT But eventually she went home, leaving me alone with mixed feelings and her with a very much sad face.

Then something happened, when I came into my room to unpack, I realized that half of my belongings were GONE. And my expression during that time was pure shocked. In the haste i called my mom, and she was surprised too then I went to see the guard lady to tell her.

Turned out that she said there was no others belongings in the waiting area. I got really crazy that time and she said i can just knock on every single door in the dorm and asked them if anyone mistakenly taken my things or not. 

On.Every.Single.Door

I got scolded by my dad (yeah dad stuff to do), i called my cousin for help bcoz she was a student here and one of her friends was a facilitator in here. It was quite a mess though, but luckily i didn't cry.

In the end i got it back, turned out the Fellow took it to her home in 6th floor. Thank God xD 

It was crazy you know. Like it was only the first day but I already have trouble in my hands. Amazing. 

Now, it's all are done. I got roomed with 3 people, and they are nice so far. Yeah bcoz it's still to early to believe yet.

And i miss mum. So much that i could have cried when she called me earlier. I miss her so badly and it's not the end of the first day yet. Only a first day and I'm having homesick. 

It's tough to not be exposed to the world earlier i guess. But we won't grow unless we go out from our comfort zone. And this outside of the world from my comfort zone is really uncomfortable yet it's a mix of excitement and nervous. Why am i having this kind of feeling?

Mum, I miss you............

Nak balik!!!!!  T_______T

That's it all for today. Crazy right? And I got a hectic schedule to follow tomorrow and it's 12:41 am right now and I'm hella tired but it's too hot to sleep and I have to get up at 4:30.

What a perfect life.

-Penguin.