☀ SUNBEAM ☼ CLOUDS ☀ KIM YEOSUL ☼
clouds : kim yeosul
"I am what i am. nothing will change that"
PERSONALITY TRAITS : Quiet, Shy, Soft-spoken, Caring, Competitive, Protective, Perfectionist, Wary (of people around her), Insecure
PERSONALITY : // Yeosul as first is seen as a quiet, shy and timid girl, but as you get to know her she could be just as funny annoying as VIXX's Ken. She shy around new people and when she's on camera (except for performances). She's pretty much quiet, but she's sharp. She notices things that others don't, since she takes time to analyze the situations around her. She's not one to show emotions easily or freely like the rest of her band mates, but she's opened up to them a lot, now she even starts conversations. Before she couldn't stand people touching her without her permission, but now she can handle being hugged suddenly by them. She likes skin-ship since that is the way for her to show her affections beside speaking. She is a soft spoken person, she rarely raises her voice to anyone.
// Though she's quiet most of the time, she really cares a lot for the members and is trying to be more out spoken on camera, though it's not easy. Though she too has her moments when she can let herself go. When she sees children and animals she completely forgets everything and plays with them. She doesn't care what others think of her then she does what she wants. But when she's with her brother, they both change in a way. Yeosul becomes a person who loves to hug and talk and smile, even laugh! She's also very strong and competitive, but it doesn't show all that much, so every time people see her strength, they are always surprised.
// She's also very protective of the people she cares the most about, like a lioness with her cubs. She will voice it if people get on her nerves as a warning and if the person still hasn't backed off she will back them off personally. On camera she's shy to show of what she got and when she laughs she hides her face in a way so that it's not shown, at all. But in all honesty, she's more comfortable with acting. 'Cause then she can let herself go and be someone completely different. Yeosul thinks it's fun to be a different person, and it's also a way for her to explore the different sides of herself through acting.
// Yeosul is especially serious when she's training. Then she won't look at anything else and just focus on her singing and dancing. Sometimes she even forget's to eat, which has caused her to be sick a few times. One day when she was training, the rest of the trainees had a joint training. They all learned the same choreography and were to perform it in front of JYP and the other staff members, trainees and artists under JYP. Then she was so serious in getting the choreography right that she forgot to eat and only drank water. Then when she danced she was so nervous and she was dizzy, but she still managed to dance until it was done. Everyone applauded and Yeosul out. She's also a perfectionist. She will be so focused on getting everything right, so she will forget to take care of her own body. That is one of her biggest flaw. The other one is that she's very distant towards people she just met. Others may see her as cold, but it's just so that she can be sure of the character of the person.
// She's also insecure, not only about herself, but also people around her. Since she's from a well off enough family she's had the pressure to be that she has to be perfect in everything. But she's always insecure if what she's doing is right, if it is perfect enough for the people around her, and what they would think of her. As for the people around her she's insecure about how to approach them, since she's pretty shy and quiet. Yeosul doesn't voice her insecurity because she doesn't want to seem weak in front of others. To her, insecurity is a weakness.
// When Yeosul is on stage, she's emits y charisma and she does her best until the end. Off stage, she then lays down in the nearest couch and sleeps until they have to go. On camera, she doesn't show much emotions or reactions unless it deserves it (in her eyes). She's very camera-shy and she, hides her face when she laughs or smiles. Off camera she's as stated before.
"my brother is my rock. sometimes i forget he's younger"
RELATIONSHIPS :
▸ Mother — Kim Eunkyung (46) / Surgeon / Strict, workaholic, stern, fair / 2
They don't have a very good relationship. Yeosul only wanted to be a normal child with a normal childhood, but her mother pushed her to the the perfect child in everything. She pushed her to become a doctor like herself.
▸ Father — Kim Kangmin (48) / Lawyer / Aloof, strict, workaholic, bold / 1
They have an even worse relationship then Yeosul and her mother. He simply didn't care for anything else than that she came home with nothing but A's. If she did not get A's she would be grounded.
▸ Younger Brother — Kim Yugyeom (18) / Idol / Over protective, caring, kind, helpful / 5
Yugyeom has always been protective over his sister who is five years older than him. He also thought that it wasn't fair how they were treated differently and would always try to act cute in front of his sister to bring up her mood. He loves his sister very much and he would do anything for her. Though sometimes Yeosul forgets she's the older sibling when Yugyeom acts so mature with her.
"My past shaped me, and i'm proud of it"
BACKGROUND : Yeosul grew up in a family consisting of a mother, a father and a younger brother. He mothers name in Kim Eunkyung, her father Kim Kangmin, and her brother Yugyeom. Ever since she was young her parents pushed her to be the best, to not be distracted by the things girls her age would be distracted about. For example, boys, friends, clothes, shopping and the like. Because of this she was mostly quiet in school and at home. The only time she could have any real fun was when she would sneak out. It was always fun to see how frantic her parents were.
At school she was the least liked among the other students. The teachers loved her, she was the straight A student. Because of this her peers bullied her for being the teachers pet, she tried telling her parents to let her change schools, but they wouldn't listen. She already went to the best school, she had no choice but to be happy with it. One day the bullying got so bad she was sent to the infirmary and got a note with her home. She tried telling them about it, but again, they wouldn't listen, so she talked to their principal about a school transfer. The principal said that they had a sister school, but it was located in China. Yeosul was too tired of the bullying so she agreed that she could move to China to study there for a year, so she did.
It was difficult at first since it was a new country and she lived with a host-family, since her parents had to stay back and take care of Yugyeom and because of the language barrier. After a while though she got used to it and took to the language easily, but still had some problems with pronounciation and speed. At school she had to have some extracurricular activities on her record and decided to join the school choire, there she also learned pronounciation and picked up her speed as it was a different experience in learning the language. The teacher praised her and have her many solos. From there she decided to take singing seriously and took classes to make her voice better.
After that year in China was over she moved from her childhood home, to an appartment in the Gangnam district. She, one day invited her friends from her old neighborhood to visit in Seoul, that was when the scout from SM saw her. After her two years with SM she quit and moved onto JYP. They she had a lot more fun and during that time, she found love. One of her best friends from SM had confessed his love to her and she accepted. They both knew the rules and the risks and consequenses of their actions, but they genuinley loved each other and kept it from everyone. During her time as a trainee no one knew about it (her being a trainee!!), the only people who knew were her friends, who were sworn to secrecy, and her brother. Her parents knew nothing, because she knew that they would never agree to her being an idol, they had planed that she would become either a lawyer or a doctor. Her brother however could do what he wanted since he was the younger sibling so he auditioned for JYP and after a while Yeosul also joined.
After her time in SM, she went a while without knowing what to do. Then Yugyeom had given her a call and he wanted to show her the JYP building. Yeosul had nothing to day anyway so she said yes and planed for her to visit that weekend. The weekend came and they met up and Yugyeom showed her the way to the building and showed her around. After a couple of hours they decided to sit down and talk then Yeosul saw the guitar and she so wanted to play on it. She and Yugyeom ended up playing together. That's when Park Jinyoung himself heard their playing and singing together and decided to "investigate". Jinyoung knocked onthe door and entered. Yeosul and Yugyeom both stood up at record speed and bowed while Yugeyom was frantically explaining that Yeosul was his sister and there was nothing fishy going on. Jinyoung assured that it was fine and requested Yeosul play another song. She decided to play "Let It Go" from Frozen, just as she was starting to play, he asked her to sing to it. She couldn't refuse so she sang with, in English. He was very impressed with her talents with the guitar, her voice and her English. He asked her if she was signed with anybody and Yeosul she she was signed with SM, but couldn't see herself debuting in that company as she hadn't made any progress since she signed. Yugyeom then asked Jinyoung if maybe Yeosul could sign with JYP. Jinyoung asked her to come back the next weekend to a private audition, so that she had one week to prepare. There she performed Some, by Soyu and JunggiGo feat Lil Boi, on guitar with the help of Yugyeom, he sang JunggiGo's parts, but Yeosul surprised everyone by rapping Lil Boi's parts. After the audition, she felt like she was going to die of nervousness, but she had nothing to fear. She got in!
Now she couldn't care less about what her parents thought of her, she has her friends, her boyfriend and her brother who support her whole heartedly. And now she's going to debut and couldn't be happier!
LIKES :
▸ Apples
▸ Strawberries
▸ Color black
▸ Children
▸ Animals
▸ Horror/thriller movies/series
▸ Historical movies/series
▸ Pandas
▸ Guitar
▸ Violin
DISLIKES :
▸ Color pink (can tolerate it to some extent)
▸ Romance movies
▸ Nosy people
▸ People who only think about themselves
▸ Beans
▸ Mess
▸ People telling her what to do
▸ Bullies
▸ People forcing her to talk (on shows)
FEARS :
▸ She has a huge fear of spiders, it's so bad that just a picture can make her cry
▸ She has an irational fear of the ocean, the sea. Try to get her in a boat, that would be a whole nother story. If you manage to get her on a boat, be aware for panic attacks. Not many are actually aware of this fear.
▸ She fear disapointing people. Mostly her parents. No matter how they are, they are the people she wants to be proud of her.
TRIVIA :
▸Her favorite musicals are "Phantom of the Opera", "Les Misérables" and "Elizabeth"
▸ She watches Japanese anime: Free!, Fairy Tail, One Piece, Attack on Titan, Fullmetal Alchemist and Naruto
▸ She acted in a lot of music videos. JYP said people would recognize her as a member of SUNBEAM and bring more attention to the group
▸ She's on Sungha Jung's level on guitar playing (example here)
▸ She's on Lindsey Stirling's level on violin (example here)
▸ She pets any dog she meets
▸ Her favorite flower are white roses
▸ She has a bracelet she never takes off
▸ She wants to act in horror/thriller movies and/or series
▸ She does sword dancing. She learned it while she was in China. She thought it was beautiful and wanted to try. She ended up being pretty good
▸ She also wants to act in historical movies/series
▸ Loves to sleep (she sleeps whenever and wherever she can)
▸ Her room needs to be cold or else she won't be able to sleep
▸ She's a very good actress
▸ She (later) owns a Alaskan Malamute, he was a birthday/Christmas present from her boyfriend. She's named him Atka
▸ She wants to get married and have kids early
▸ She and her boyfriend have been together for two years. Their second year anniversary was on the 14th of March, in other words "White Day"
▸ Hides her face when she laughs or smiles on camera
▸ Tilts her head to the side when she's confused
▸ Her eyes narrow (she glare) when she's annoyed
▸ She jumps when she's nervous
▸ She forgets to eat and drink when she's practicing
▸ Wines (with unintentional aegyo) when she's impatient
"I make my own dream and will follow it to the end"
Why do you want to become an idol? :
▸ I've always felt that I couldn't do anything and that my parents were, well... dissapointed in me. So I want to make them proud of me, in they way they least expect it.
Which sub-group do you want to be a part of, and why? :
▸ BullsEYE. I feel my personality would fit better there. My taste in music is toward that genre more than Carousel.
What idol do you think you compare to? :
▸ I would compare myself to SISTAR'D Soyu. Her vocals are amazing and we can both reach the same notes.
What idol is your inspiration? :
▸ My inspiration is SISTAR's Hyorin-sunbae. Her voice and vocal range is other-worldly. I aspire to be that good one day. And her rapping! I did know she could rap, but for her to be on Unpretty Rapstar was unexpected. She was really good.
Sakura19haruno95 : Mika : 9 out of 10
LAST WORDS : I'm sooooo sorry if there are any typos and/or grammar mistakes, English is not my first language. If there is anything that doesn't add up or if you want me to change/add anything, just say the words!
SCENE REQUESTS :
▸ The practice scene where she faints and her brother over reacting and people misunderstand and thinks they are a couple, but Yugyeom quickly explains that she's his sister and that she needs a hospital soon.
▸ Phone calls from Joonmyeon, please!
▸ Another faint scene, this time on stage, after their debut stage she fainted and EXO was the next artist and Joonmyeon was distracted during the whole performance thinking about her. He rushed off to find her after to check up on her.
▸ Secret dates with Joonmyeon.
▸ Over protective baby brother Yugyeom! His reaction when Yeosul finally tells him about her relationship with Joonmyeon.
▸ Yeosul and Joonmyeon's relationship rumours in full scale (you know what I mean??) and eventually Yeosul and Joonmyeon confirms it's true.
▸ That's what I really want to see, but surprise me with more!
PASSWORD : SUNBEAM || BullsEYE
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