Oh the shame

I'm so embarrassed to update...

Basically I kinda felt like I was done with fanfiction... I wasn't inspired, not really feeling it anymore, my stories weren't that good and bla bla. Plus My friends found out I write it which is embarrassing af, not cuz I'm not proud of my stories but like... How do you explain to someone that not only are you obsessed with bandmembers, but that you on top of all that write about them doing the thing????  And since I stupidly enough use this username for literally everything, I knew they'd be able to find me immediately and I just didn't want that so I kinda just stopped writing...

I've never been a frequent user of twitter until recently and out of curiosity (and tbh, vanity) I searched 'sessny' on twitter and I'm honestly so touched by what people say about my stories and it really reminded me of how much I love writing and I feel genuinely bad for everyone waiting for me to update my stories... I know I've left everyone hanging and I also know it's not my job to keep writing but I still feel bad.. 

Thinking I'll give it another shot... One more try? 

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tulips-n-roses #1
Yeah one more try. And try, perhaps, changing your username? And making all your stories Subscribers and Members only. That way you can guarantee no more awkward situations.
Kezzlafiction #2
Don't be afraid to express yourself, no matter how you do it, I feel a lot like you because I feel like asianfanfics is a platform where I can hide away & no one knows it me, so when someone does figure out (especially someone close to you) it feels like you've been invaded somewhere you're so comfortable. But never stop. Why should you? We all have different ways of expressing ourselves, whether that be writing about bandmembers or creating fantasies & stories - it's something you're good at & you enjoy, never let anyone tell you otherwise. YOU are in control of YOU and if they can't accept that then brush em off and keep going. It's hard now but trust me, if you stopped because of other people's judgements, it's only going to be YOU who regrets it later on in life. I wasn't really going to post on this, I usually don't :S, but I like you Sessny & I love your stories, please do what feels right for you, & hope that you keep going xoxo
HeartlessRose #3
Definitely. DEFINITELY one more try. Like, absolutely. You are so incredibly talented and your talent and gift for writing would go to waste if you stopped totally. So please, start again. I can't wait to read again. Also, you don't really owe anyone an explaination for anything you do. Nothing is done without reason and I do understand why you were hesitant to continue writing, but when you love something/someone, you should never let fear or dissapointment hold you back. Especially when you have so many followers who adore you and your writing. You definitely have the support of your readers!
InariChi #4
Definitely one more try. I took a long break from writing because I was uninspired and not motivated as well but somehow, I've gravitated back to it again. And my friends know I write fanfics, and they've read a few. I was never embarrassed about doing something I enjoy and you shouldn't be either.
kikyo-sky #5
you dont need explain thats it.
if loving a band and writing about them makes you happy then do it.
and you know you re good enough you said it! you have your readers love.
and for me. even if i dont read all your stories 3 of your fanfics are in my top 10 kaisoo. just think about what you want ! not what your friends think of it or what your reader are expecting you to do. and if its needed just change your username so your friend wont find you again.
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