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        Has someone here ever felt an endless pain struck deep down your chest? Everyone here has a wonderful story they could share, either a good or a painful one. But mine is full of bitter painful heartbreaking things, more than you can ever imagine!

        When I was in the 1st grade and younger than that, I always wanted to seek for real friendship. Someone whom I could trust and hang on to. I simply wanted that. There was nothing to ask for but happiness. You know, Kids.. They still don't have much thinking going on their minds, they just want to have fun. One day, I finally sought my dream and met friends. That was actually the first time I had one. Friends that hang on to you through Eternity.

        I had them through my happy moments until one day, they left me. Completely ignored me like the endless wither of the wind burning through my pure innocent and chaste heart. I had no idea why they did that and I cried endlessly.

       My family was there for me the whole time, pulling me near and held me close as I cried like a little baby. They said there was no reason they did that and that I am a child that was given especially as a gift of a blessing to them. I was a child that was completely full of love and I needed to share it in my own simple ways and make people smile.

      At first I didn't understand what they meant but as I thought about it, it was clearly drawn in my mind as to my heart. There was finally this day that I had to tell these girls how I felt about them treating me that way. They said they didn't want me as a friend because I was not worth the time to be with. I was too nice and uncool and that they wanted someone more ''Worth their stupid time.'' to be with. They hated me. Specifically, they wanted popular peers and I was not. All these of what I am writing now are nothing compared to how they actually treated me as a human being. I hated being looked down at because I think of life as an opportunity to give all your life to something more important. Praising the Lord God for all his wonderful work. Rather than acting all stupid as you think of life as a laughing stock. I tell you that is shallow and SO NOT COOL!

      All that pain inside snapped out of my head and slid across my chest as I burned in anger of what they just said. Right then, a great deal of confidence moved upon me. I told them that was not the right way of treating a human being like me. They told me I was dumb as to I didn't see that they were just using me as like a little girl who didn't have enough confidence upon their amazing power. These girls were acually a group of 5 members. Their looks are clearly vivid in my mind and I still remember everything. Their unsensible, disrespectful attitude towards everyone and that I was not the only one being treated that way but some of my schoolmates as well. They always thought they were so ''Almighty and wonderful Attractive girls'' in fact, their attitude was so disgusting. The first time I met them, they were so sweet and they treated me like a sister. But as time passed by through me, they were not the usual people I knew. SO sweet and innocent as what a kid should be, instead, they lacked respect.

      We were, of course, on the same grade but I was older than them. All my schoolmates liked me as a person because I was naturally sweet and helpful. I did well at school. They were just girls who wanted to look so good upon the eyes of people.

      I stayed away from them and gave time for myself.They continued doing those useless attitude of theirs and hurt other people. They gave distance towards me but were still hard on me. One day, I got through with it already that I yelled at their faces telling them how miserable their attitudes were and they should start changing it now before it was too late. I told them that a person's physical feature was nothing but the heart was the most valuable thing ever known in this world. I added that if they wouldn't stop acting that way, they would have to face me as a person and I'd tell their parents and the victim's parents to handle them.

     Until that day, their mouths were completely shut. In fact, as I passed down the hallway and all their eyes meet mine, a smile formed through their lips. As a sign of shame among themselves. Sooner or later, they wanted to meet up with me but I hesitated. Telling them I never wanted to see them again. They insisted on seeing me as I had a pity, agreeing with them. That day, they privately met up with me and APOLOGIZED SINCERELY for their wrong doing.

''I'm sorry for all that stupid behavior of ours. We will never do that again.'' one of them said.

''And, you were right all these time, we were just not listening to you.'' one of them added.

''Sorry...'' they repeated.

     I told them I forgive them no matter how hard they were on me. Imagine, they treated me like I was not a human being with no heart. All of us are equal, humans. Diffferent with each other making it unique. It's all in God's hands. So, if someone criticizes someone for how they look, they are making fun of our Father, the Lord God's work. No one should do that, ever! HIs works are perfect and he has purpose for everything, so don't question him for what his decisions are.

     When you are hurting so much because of someone or something, don't make it a habit of not forgiving them. They also feel hurt and burdened like you. Give them a chance like God always does when you ask him for forgiveness of all your mistakes. Be more like him. Having all that Faith and Mercy in you.

     Forget the pain and look towards the future. Think of great things to share to the world. Forgive and never loose forgiveness. God wants you to be a compassionate and forgiving person.

     Everyone faces all those struggles but don't let that make you down or change a wonderful unique and amazing human being like you. YOU ARE SO SPECIAL!!! REMEMBER THAT!!! YOU ARE SOOO AMAZING THAN YOU CAN EVER IMAGINE!!! ♥

    I forgave them and their burdens were washed away like the past. Now, I feel better and I hope they are too. Forgiveness is such a great thing. Hold it deep in your heart and never let it go. It's a way to a better life and light upon your face as you are closer to God.

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