I don't normally write blog posts so this is weird lol. I'm normally the type of person to update a story, disappear for a long period of time and then only emerge when I have another update aha... But get this... so it's roughly 3AM now & because I hate sleeping & hate myself  I'm looking for stuff to entertain my tired mind. I literally just moved out of my dorm on Monday and finished my exams almost a week ago. So as a sort of recovery (or a lame excuse) I have been excessively laying around on various platforms doing absolutely nothing and sleeping 70% of the day. BUT OF COURSE,  I wouldn't have remembered that Thursday was my 5th anniversary on AFF. I REMEMBER LIKE MAYBE A MONTH OR TWO AGO I WAS LIKE "OH YEAH IT'S COMING UP" BUT I NEVER REMEMBER LOL

It's exciting but it's also really weird having been on here so long. May of 2011.... I was 14 (AHAMOMHYGOD <-- me realizing after calculating it) and right now I'm 19 turning 20 in 5 months. THATS FREAKY. I WAS AN ACTUAL CHILD WHEN I FIRST CAME ON HERE AND NOW IM AN ADULT WHAT EVEN AHHHHAHHAA denial.

Anyway yay!!!!!!

I was browsing through my old blogs I made before (and by that i mean deleting all of them because they were cringe worthy) and I forgot that back in 2012 I tried to do a 1 year anniversary contest?? (like what, who am I)... and it was like a bunch of obscure kpop questions. And Im sitting here hard-core judging 15 year old me like its my day job (which evidently it is).

but yeah... that's it. This is my 3am mindset heheHe. I think the only thing to gain from this is to say that it's been 5 years  and I'm still a loser 

goodnight (ps. to my subscribers [if by chance you see this, which I doubt because no one will] : I'll get off my lazy and start writing again soon )