This is so frustrating! (Personal blog)

Okay, seriously! I've promised myself to stop being an EXO-L but I REALLY CAN'T !! God damn it! I found myself falling again and again for them! But this is so frustrating! I don't want to get hurt anymore and to be honest, I'm scared to get hurt again.

I'm screw! Totally screw! CHANYEOL, WHY DID YOU MAKE ME COME BACK?!!!

Does anybody ever feel like me? Like, you wanna leave so bad but in the end, you just can't.

I really am confused right now. Why can't I leave although I want to leave? I feel like I wanna cry over this but I find it ridiculous to cry over things like this.

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ILoveBaekhyun56
#1
Loll. The truth is... you are stuck in the Exo maze and cant get out. Loll. Tbh if you still like them just like them! Ik that one day stuff happens but enjoy while we can right? Love Chanyeol for him.
kyungxing
#2
I already accept kaistal issue and ofc im the trully exo-l rn. As long you trust exo and kai also, you never leave the fandom
_felfeli #3
yea..i know the feels!! me too wen i found out the 'Kaistal' thing i wass really hurt and try to abandon exo but i guess da more i tried da more i became obsessed!! unni..just do what makes u happy!! ^^
khkfoeva
#4
lol! i completely understand you. i was so hurt when all the dramafirst happened but Chanyeol became my savior and i smile because of him. i want to leave all kpop fandom but i always come back because they are the only thing that can make me happy when i am really down so yeah! You just need to find someone who makes you smile and you can put your trust into i trust yeol, so UB he is. <3
ChuntsunBaes
#5
A month ago I decided to leave all my kpop fandoms for good. I even unliked all the pages in fb, unfollowed all the blogs and even deleted all my bookmarks about kpop (AMONTHAGO) but just earlier I started liking the pages again and redoing all the stuffs a fan would do and I know I'm so messed up so basically, yes I feel you.
YunGee
#6
I left EXO (or at least decided to leaveXD) recently because of all the dramas that had happened ,but you know what I did a while ago?? I was listening to all songs of XOXO album on repeat!
shineeinfinite #7
I wanted to leave kpop but I just can't. It's too addictive for me, so I feel you sis!
kpopluvr27 #8
Lol what did Chanyeol do?
goopeculiar
#9
same, except not just exo for me, but kpop in general.
cathe_
#10
Chanyeol is so uh. I also almost left EXO. But I came back for Chanyeol. Haha. Believe in chanyeol.