so i've been a bad, detached fan...

i've been gradually detached from the group despite them being the group that got my interest back in new stuffs in kpop after a few years of not being impressed enough to stan any newer groups..and i don't think i've spent more money for any other groups i loved too, pretty hardcore there(at least in my pov)...but it all just happened...after my disappointment in Breathe...and the hiatus...the formation of ZE:A J and how they try to justify it as something significant more than just the members who are not having any individual activities...made this whole ZE:A J thing iffy to me...the music weren't all that either...how their music always sound like mashup of ZE:A Five and ZE:A 4U annoyed me even more cuz it feels like them/the company/whoever in charge don't even bother to make proper concept or relevance of this 3rd subunit from the group...

but now with Taeheon n Minwoo in the army...i got curious to see how they'd fare with just three members Kevin, Heecheol Dongjun....vocally...i have no doubt they'd hav no problem bcuz Kevin n Dongjun are always two of the three members in charge majorly for vocals of the group though others are decent singers too...even Heecheol...i mean...have you tried his collab song where he sang and the other guy rapped? Even Taeheon....well, actually i'd say Taeheon is probly an even better singer than Heecheol despite rarely showcasing it...no secret i'm not a big fan of Dongjun or his singing whatsoever despite nothing wrong with his vocals, just not my type......so i'm really hoping this time Kevin's parts would at least be almost equal to Dongjun since Dongjun always get too many parts in ZE:A songs...yesterday saw a promo pic....n something looked off with Kevin...idk what...and no, it's not the hair...idk...maybe he's sad to be abandoned by Kwangiee...damnit you kwangie stop with your neverending infinity challenge n give some love to kebbin..i mean, your members sometimes...

anyway...here's the mv...looks typical enough at first glance to make me skeptic...but then the little funny twist is...fun i guess...that is so ZE:A...haha...n i suspect the dj at the beginning to be dj zeafter aka...Junyoung...you think? xD

and i think the song...surprisingly...i don't have harsh criticism for the song...it fits them well. 

although Kevin trying hard to be a bad boy will forever make me lmao. xD (sorry kebbin..but...that granpaness....)

let's hope i don't get inspired for new fic again bcuz i need to complete at least one of the ongoing ones before starting something new....><

random but tbh...i need to see Kevin n Kwanghee in one frame n maybe with Siwan included too...to be able to make my ZE:A feels go back to complete again...all the individual n subunits...it's just not the same...in Breathe...besides  the song that didn't impress me...i was also annoyed that there's no Siwan at all throughout promo...n i'm not asking for Kevin n Kwanghee just cuz they're my otp or something...they just make the group brighter (n Kevin-Siwan are the resident granpas of the group...what's an idolgroup without some granpas??)...when there's Kwanghee, Kevin always seem more silly n carefree n all things lovely...n when Kevin is silly...the group can't go wrong...haa. good justification ey?

+ after seeing a comment on my happyface trainee vid...performing snsd i got a boy...saying the choreography was good but the vocal need works...i got curious enough to go watch a random snsd perf...

would you believe it? me....spending time to watch snsd?

lol...the effect of produce 101...

it's hypocritical n double standard that whenever i came across snsd vid where they made mistake...people would all defend saying it's good they're having fun even making mistakes and all....if you look at it from another side...or if they're a group not loved....they'd be called lazy/not dedicated/not taking their responsibility as performer serious enough...but just cuz they're popular....ohh..all things sweet....i was surprised happyface trainees perf made the song sound more like one song...n the snsd stage was...well, messy enough that i forgot to check out how the choreo looks like...vocal wise...it's not like the original singers sound so much better than those trainees...and to think it's their own song n they've debuted for so many years....hmm...

okay, i'll take it positively...it's good if the trainee girls can improve...improvement is never bad...

but i better not hear anyone say them lacking to the original one cuz...

yeah...you don't wanna pick fight with me.... :)

keep your argument for your popular unnirs/oppars greaattness to yourself...cuz i'm not really interested...