I've probably had less than 10 dreams involving kpop idols throughout these years of being a kpop fan and maybe 2 or 3 dreams included EXO- which is really surprising actually considering I basically read fanfiction/watch videos/scroll through tumblr before I go to sleep every single night.

I once had this pretty angsty Kaisoo dream actually. It involved Kaisoo, my roommate, and I. Now my roommate doesn't know anything about EXO except for maybe being able to recognize a few songs so I'm not sure why she was there lol.

Anyway in the dream Jongin was getting all touchy with Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo was totally not having it, claiming that “it wasn’t right" (I assumed he meant because they were both guys) so Jongin got really upset and said “Why? Why can’t I feel this way?” (which I understood as him asking why he couldn’t have feelings for boys, not necessarily just Kyungsoo) and it was like super emotional honestly Idk why I was even there during this serious convo between them haha. Why they were speaking english? idk.

Jongin was so mad and emotional about this that he wanted to make Kyungsoo jealous so he then proceeded to make out with my roommate right in front of us. I remember looking at Kyungsoo during this and he looked SO hurt watching it and I felt like I knew why he was hurt because I was in on this knowledge of Kaisoo being secretly in love because I'm a delusional Kaisoo shipper and so I felt bad (but I was also like why not me?!!? Why am I not making out with Jongin ughhgh??!?) I wanted to comfort Soo during his time of inner turmoil, but I don't remember the rest because I woke up.

But the real reason I decided to really make this blog post because last night I had this dream about Kyungsoo and I wanted to share it. You don't have to read this at all you may stop now haha.

Disclaimer: I find dreams are impossible to describe because they are so unrealistic/ridiculous/illogical but I'm going to try my best. I hope it makes sense.

Firstly this dream was a bunch of random segments that kind of flowed into one another and I remember one of the segments I was standing across from Yugyeom from Got7 for some reason ahaha. I like Yugyeom but there was no valid explanation for why he was in my dream at all. I don't remember anything else about that part.

The premise of the EXO part of my dream was that I got to sing a duet with Kyungsoo at one of there concerts. I think that there were a bunch of people that got to do a duet with each member of the group- but somehow I landed with Kyungsoo. How lucky would someone be if that happened to them though? Seriously, could you imagine being able to sing a duet with Kyungsoo? Oh my god ughh. It's my dream everytime I hear him sing, especially in English. So I guess this dream turned into a real, um, dream?

This part isn't totally left field, I do actually sing and I've sang solos like at choral concerts and stuff. It's not the same but it was one of the more understandable parts considering the rest of the dream. Now thinking back, the song was Officially Missing You by Tamia (a song I actually LOVE and sing all he time) which I always thought was very similar to Kyungsoo, Chanyeol, Kris, and Yixing's cover of Officially Missing You by Geeks. With some research I just figured out that Geek's song is a remake of Tamia's original verison. So maybe this is where I subconsiously made the connection? I'm not sure but the mind is a crazy place right?

Except since it was a dream we didn't rehearse it once or even speak before the duet but whatever lol.

So we sang the song and I was fairly impressive I guess, which probably wouldn't actually happen I'm pretty average when it comes to singing but anyway. After singing we sat down at this table that happened to be in the middle of the stage, totally normal... And Kyunsoo sat across from me and he was SO DANG CUTE. We were talking about the song and he was telling me how he barely rehearsed and didn't really know the song so that's why he let me sing most of it haha. Since he was speaking english it was kind of hard to understand and all I was thinking was like wow you are even more beautiful up close please love me.

I swear we fell in love when we looked at each other but maybe it's just me.

So after the concert everyone was staying at my house, like including some random friends I have. Also dreams are weird so I didn't take note that the house was my house until after I woke up so it was just kind of the setting of the dream at the time.

We ate dinner and hung out and stuff and you know it was like nbd that I was hanging out with EXO. However, if the rest of EXO was there I don't even know because I was only focused on Ksoo being fine as f. I literally can't remember a single other member being there.

Because all dream me wanted to do was kiss Kyungsoo that night and I'd say this dream me was pretty accurate because in real life if I have a certain person in mind I will also set those kind of goals for nights out because I'm a thirsty hoe. Jk totally not a hoe (I don't think??) but that's beside the point. The point is I wanted to get with Kyungsoo in this dream.

But we ate dinner and we didn't talk or anything and then after dinner he randomly had to leave to go babysit??? What?? I don't know what my subconscious does, it's a mystery to me but the best part was that when he was leaving he was wearing those stupid light wash jeans he always wears nowadays. I hate them. But he's cute so it's fine. He left and so I had to wait to kiss him.

But then I freaking woke up because my dad decided mowing the lawn at 8:30 in the morning was a good idea so I never got to kiss him :/

So if you guys made it this far I'm sorry. The ending to this dream is still unwritten, but if I could write it... well maybe I shouldn't. It would probably be rated M. OOoops.

Now if ya'll have had any thirsty exo dreams like me, let me know. I'm sure I'm not alone in this.

Update on my ongoing fics: currently still writing them, wish I could just get the right burst of inspiration to finish the next updates. Kind of busy writing three new Kaisoo fics by accident lol idk how this happened.