It's hard to even start...I had promised myself not to address this issue until CL made an official statement regarding the status of her group. As a fan, it's truly heartbreaking to acknowledge that one of the members of the group I learned to love will really leaving us behind. However, if I'm hurting as a mere fan, what more does the other members probably feel right now?

I admit, I'm still seeing the 'official statement' as a troll. Call it a defense mechanism or such, I still want to believe that somehow, Minzy and YG are just fooling around...or maybe, it has something to do with their comeback as a group. However, the more the clock ticks... the more my heart feels the validity of the heartbreaking announcement. It makes me think that Minzy will not return anymore...

What makes it more devastating are those petty nags of useless bashers. People are either blaming CL saying that if she just released her album earlier then Minzy will not leave the group because they can comeback after she finished promoting; others are blaming Bom saying that if only her scandal didn't blow up then she won't have to go on hiatus, letting the maknae feel the burden of being the jobless idol among them... and the rest are blaming Dara for having the chance to interact and shine with other idols/actors and do nothing for their own maknae. I mean, heck! Does the three have a freaking say on this??? YG is not their OWN company. Come to think of it, all of them are just employees. YG will give them jobs and they will do what was told. NONE of the members wanted to lose their maknae...but people with narrow minds will certainly jump on whatever conclusions they have.

Now all we can do is wait. Damn, that's the thing I hate doing the most...but for the sake of 2NE1, I will. Four members... three...two...and even ing one... I will support them. I am not saying this a Blackjack, or whatsoever name of any fandoms around. I'm saying this as a sole fan. I started stanning this four girls way back 2009... and I'm not planning to stop just because of this. Lo and behold, one thing is for sure. They will part ways in good terms. Minzy can comeback to this group anytime she wanted...because she's the one who choose to go.

There's only one thing we can do now...

...beg her to stay...

...or beg her to comeback...