Sup yall. So I guess we all what the big news is these days. And I can honestly say that 1st April 2016 was the saddest April's Fool that I had throughout my whole life. As some of you might know—I wrote about this briefly in my latest fic—I was very affected by the news that KaiStal is dating. So here's my story. I was having a really happy day, having spent a good two hours with my best friend in school. As I got on the bus to go home after our short meet-up, I logged into Instgram. I was scrolling through the comments of a popular EXO news account (I forgot which oops), and I saw comments saying "please support Kai and Krystal!!", "Congrats kaistal!", "please dont hate on them", etc. and I was wondering 'WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?'

So I immediately logged into my Facebook account and I saw an article by Allkpop saying that Kai and Krystal were confirmed to be dating by SM. I literally froze on the spot as I read through the whole article on the bus. As I walked back home, I felt nothing but sadness. A few sniffles started appearing too. When I reached back home, I broke down crying in front of my laptop while writing that mini angsty sekaistal fic. Since I started shipping sekai in 2013/2014, I kept fearing the day that SM reveals that Sehun or Kai is dating. And the day finally came. :/

I was so affected that I couldn't function properly for the whole day. As someone who keeps sekai closely to my heart, the news was too much to bear. All these years sekai was the only thing that made me truly happy. So when it was revealed that kaistal was dating, I felt as if my one and only pillar of support (sekai) had collapsed. Yes, sekai is that important to me.

Then I tried to think of possible reasons that might support the idea that maybe kaistal isn't real. And guess what? I actually did. But mind you, I was in an absolutely clear state of mind at that time. I began accepting the fact. But still, as an avid sekai shipper, I respect and support (uhm) kaistal, but I will never ship them. The only person I would ship Kai (and Jongin) with is Sehun. And that is that.

This morning, two days after the major hooha, I felt much better. I no longer have that melancholic feeling as often, and I feel much happier. Now here is my main point. As someone who is naturally optimistic and somewhat assertive on what I want, I am thinking of starting a SeKaiStal fic. It's kind of my coping mechanism for this issue.

BUT. As a sekai shipper and come on,  I write fan fictions. I would write somethig that I would want to see, and would want to be true. Even still, there's another problem. This year and the next year are major academic years for me. Which means that I will not update as frequently, which can be seen for my three ongoing fics that were last updated three to four months ago... If I were to write this SeKaiStal fic, I might take long intervals to update, and it would be nonau. 

So what do you all think? I am asking for all of your opinions because I know that it is only two days after the Kai and Krystal hooha, and some of you might still be feeling kinda sensitive over this issue. So yeah.

All in all, please tell me your thoughts and lastly, please take care, cheer up, and let us all sail the sekai ship together. Thank you for your kind attention! :) ♡