I have so much feels going on right now, tbh. I'm not sure if people know him but if you're into khiphop, you've probably heard of the name CSP before. Well, he's honestly my favorite khiphop artists and actually one of the main reasons why I got into it in the first place. Well, I got introduced to Soul Connection when Bang Yongguk came out late in 2011 and that was when I started listening to all these underground rap artists. I've been into KHiphop before Show Me the Money was even big and I honestly loved a lot of artists since then. But, yeah, you know, we all have that one ultimate bias that we'll never turn our backs on. And for me, that's Soul Connection's/Crispi Cruch's CSP or Park Inyeop. 

So, he's a facebook friend and I've met him before too when CC went here for a show. Sadly, I didn't have a decent phone back then so I didn't have a video of them but I've got a couple of pics with CSP and Cheezy. I've also followed CSP on his twitter and IG accounts and, basically, became a fangirl. 

I have loved him since like 2012 and today, I came across a post on facebook. Well, he's getting married next Saturday. The first feeling I had was shock, then excitement, then sadness, acceptance, and finally, happiness. I'm sad, mostly, but there's nothing I can do but to feel really happy for him. Well, at least he'll be happy. I hope he'd have mini CSPs running and rapping around soon. And I hope he would have a great married life. 

Oh, who am I kidding. I'm sad. Really sad. It's more like sad-because-I-am-forever-alone kind of thing. But, yeah. Congratulations Park Inyeop. Have a happy and healthy married life! Make many mini CSPs, okay?