I don't need your apologies, I don't need you to tell me what wrong you did, I just need you to listen to me. If you are against what I was doing for our team then go on and feel free to get the out, noone's stopping you.

What have I done to you that is so wrong anyway? Is it wrong for me to worry about you? Then I'm sorry. Is it wrong that I planned ahead of everyone else? Then I'm sorry. Is it wrong for me to take this seriously? Then I'm sorry. Is it wrong that I am tiring myself out to the point of hurting myself just so everyone is happy? Then I'm so so sorry! 

You know what you did wrong, so do I, I don't need you to narrate those kinds of things to me. I don't need you to tell me that you're sorry. If you wanted to tell me something, at least be frank about it, don't go sugarcoat your words. 

I don't ing need you, I can pass this subject by myself, but are you sure that you don't need me? You can't even decide on what you are going to do and placed all the responsibility on my shoulders. You're telling me you have a lot to do? That you are tired? Well, I have responsibilities waiting for me everyday after school, I have responsibilities waiting for me every morning when I wake up on my off days, I have responsibilities waiting for me and you don't. So tell me, who's the one that should be complaining?

Not going to lie here, I am not a patient person, I have very bad temper, and I have a little anger management issues. But for you I controlled my temper, I kept my cool because I didn't want to get mad at you even when I was fuming inside. I wanted to explode then and there but I didn't need another tearful trip home when I've had too many last semester, all of which for the same reason why I wrote this.

Are you happy now? Because I'm sure as hell, you are one damn useless person. Call me stupid, make me look bad infront of everybody, curse me out all you want but you can't get rid of me because at the end of the day you all need my help. Don't even go around denying it, you know it's true. Remember one thing, I can replace you and not feel any kind of guilt, I can replace you like it's the easiest thing for me to do. I don't have anything to lose, in your case, you have everything.