I've been at this for hours.

Its to the point that my leg has passed falling asleep, they're just numb. I figured trying to make a poster just to past time, and well sadly its ended nowhere. Theres not even a background at this point. Reading all these tutorials had gotten me hyped and using an old programs I was at home with seemed like a piece of cake. But its all lies! well the tutorial isn't...but my dreams. T.T I have no clue to my abilities, like, I know if you don't practice things that you'll be rusty, but I didn;t imagine I'd lose my entire touch! This is the equivalent of not cooking for years and burning rice. My poor t-rex arms aren't use to stretching out to their normal length and I feel like the pictures for the poster are laughing at me. Looking at this blog and seeing how short it is made me realize I haven't ranted like I thought I did. Ugh just so frustrated, and this stupid storm isn't helping. Grrrrrr...just grrr! Words are meaningless at this point. I'm pretty sure my grandma thinks that I lost it with all the feral sounds coming out my mouth. Even the kittens have stopped running, they're scared of weird noises. But on a side note, I feel better. Its like the thoughts of frustration has left my head and went into this blog. Im done. whoo. okay. no more typinggggggg now.