basic profile.

me, me, and me. 

style — Before, she never wear shirts, shorts, pants, jacket, even sneakers. Now that she have changed, all those that she never wear became her daily lifestyle. In fact, since she changed so much, she would rather die than wearing skirts, blouses and dresses.

At school, she would wear a comfortable set of clothes according to her mood that day. If she feels like being a nice girl, she would wear a blouse paired with a skirt. If she feels like being herself, a shirt and shorts or pants would cover her body. She's not the type to wear high heels, in fact, she's kind of allergic to it. She dislikes gowns, but sometimes she would wear a dress to school. Her hair is usually left down, or sometimes in a ponytail.

At the dorms, she's more into oversized shirt and shorts, since it's easier for her to move around. If not, she would be in a tank top if she feels like heat had invaded her surroundings. She hates skirts actually, but would willingly wear it to class. So, she's always seen in shorts or pants. And never in high heels or gowns.

When she goes to meet her family, she becomes the nice girl all of a sudden. Hair tied up, a cardigan covering her shirt or just a long sleeved shirt and pants. She would like to look good in front of her parents, just for a façade, although her brother thinks otherwise. Sometimes, skirts would be a choice, but she hates it, right?

When she's out to go somewhere, anywhere, she would just put on the first thing she sees other than tank tops. She would wear skirts though, if she thinks that it would fit well with the shirt or blouse she wears. She prefers flats and high tops rather than sneakers though. And sling bags more than handbags, she's not girly even before she changed.

 

personality — 

Secretive; No one really knows her background. Well, not everyone though. She doesn't open up towards poeple easily. It takes more than trust to actually know more about her. She could give you some information about her, but it could be a stupid lie that anyone could believe in. In her way.

 

Sarcastically rude; She doesn't mean what she says most of the time, but sometimes she do. She's only being rude because she's annoyed or she feels like annoy people out. And to sense her rudeness, well, she's just being mean make the person feel like crying. Boy or girl. She's actually trying to be very mean when she does that.

 

Ignorant; She's an ignorant especially towards strangers. She ignores people when she's a bit annoyed, when she's mad, when she's sad and when she's stressed. Although rarely ignores her friends, but that doesn't mean she'll never be.

 

Easily annoyed; To be honest, she's very seasy to annoy. Do something she doesn't like, she's annoyed. Disturb her when she's ignoring you, she's annoyed. Oh, and when she's stressed, or her period, then don't even dare to greet her or face her sarcastic words. Doesn't matter who you are. Oh, and cursed words slips out of easily when she's annoyed.

 

Hot tempered; Since she's easily annoyed, doesn't always means she's angry. She rarely gets angry actually, so 'hot-tempered' here means she get annoyed easily and if you annoy her more than she could handle, prepare to meet the devil. Yup, she can be a devil when she's angry, like, she can actually ruin someone's life when she does. Oh, and when she gets to the point that she hates you, she hates you forever. No sorry.

 

Intelligent; She's excellent in grades, and she's kind enough to teach anyone. Not copying homeworks though. And, she has a good memory. And a good ear. She can remember almost every information she sees or listens to. That's why she doesn't really study much outside class, since paying attetion during class is enough for her.

 

Kind; She still have the humanity side of her, okay. She's kind ONLY towards her friends. Like, really. She doesn't even give a single care towards people that's not her friend. Okay, maybe the teachers, perhaps. She could pretend to be kind to people that are clearly of her friends list, I mean, other than Minseok, Jaerim and Kibum, but ONLY if she needs something. She can't be flirty, because she's not, so she's just being kind enough to even talk to them. Even towards her parents, not her brother.

 

Sensitve; A trait people RARELY sees though. But in her room, she shows it. Among her friends, she shows it. It can't be helped that she has a soft heart. She gets annoyed easily because she's hurt. Maybe for their words or actions, but really. It's her soft side. She never cry in front of people because she wants to show that she's strong. But she cries almost every night knowing how hurt she feels almost all the time.

 

likes — 

• Being alone, but not in the dark

• Chocolates; it soothes her somehow

• Music; ballads, but she likes to dance as well

• Animals; it reminds her of how understanding people should be, just like animals

• Night sky; it becomes more beautiful when stars are visible

 

dislikes — 

• Tatoos; she hates them, she doesn't want to taint her skin

• Strangers; she just hates them, and prefers to hurt their feelings

• Divas, too girly girls, over-self-obsessed people; it makes her sick

• Being annoyed; no need for explaination

• Dark; well, that is, if she's alone. If there's someone else with her, it's fine

funfacts — 

• She looks more matured than her real age, when she's in middle school, people would mistaken her as a senior when she's a freshman

• Listening to music is hobby, and she does it almost all the time. You'd see her with her earphone stuck inside her right ear all the time

• She hates strangers, and hates talking to them, and everyone knows it

• She's an intelligent girl, but she hates studying, and everyone knows that too

• Despite being a rebelious girl, she has a soft spot for ballad songs

• She has a habit of ignoring people and rolling her eyes when she's annoyed

• She hates divas, and hates people who thinks they are perfect and everyone should bow to them. It makes her sick

• She hates it when people talks about family and work. It reminds her of being the heir

• She doesn't admit it, but she's not good in conversations

• She has a necklace that reminds her of how she used to be before, given by her dear brother

home is where the heart is. 

background — Neulra comes from a high class family, being the sister of a boy who is just 3 years younger than her. Her father is the CEO of a famous fashion company, and her mother is the owner of a very famous bakery in Seoul. Her brother, well, one of the popular kids in Seoul Arts Middle School. Her family is a happy family at first, before all hell breaks loose.

Neulra had been the perfect girl in the family, and despite being the first child, she was said to be the heir of her father's company. She's close with her family and all, always going out with her friends, until one day, when she comes home from school, she locked herself in her room. It was her final year of elemantary, she she was being bullied like crazy by the girls who were indeed very jealous of the said girl. She could just stand up for herself, but her personality said otherwise.

Entering middle school, she changed. She looked as if she was a very good girl, but behind the seniors' backs, behind the teachers' back, she's actually a rebel. She started going out with other rebels, as she became more daring than ever. She didn't take drugs or cigars, but she just want to be the bad girl. And at some point, her personality changed, and she brought that personality home, resulting in constants fights with her father and ignores her mother most of her time. Not her brother though, he still could talk to her without bickering, but it took him lots of patience to do that.

In her final year, she became more daring. She started to hang out late at night, going to night clubs, bullying other kids, and sometimes returning home drunk. It made her father furious, her mother frustrated and her brother worried of her change. Even her best friend became like her. With the advice from the principle of her school, she was sent to C.R.A.P high school on her second of high school, with hopes for her to change her attitude.

Her family didn't want to do it, but they had to since Neulra is the heir of her father's company. Not that her brother couldn't do it, but he's more interested in pastries and recipes. She was furious indeed, but knowing that she would be away from her family made her kind of happy at some point. Still, she was a bit sad that she had to leave her dear brother behind. Even when her relationship with her parents were wrecked, but not with her brother.

 

family — 

▪ Kim Jongkook | Father | Jongkook the kind of father that wants a perfect family. And his daughter's atitude isn't helping him. He always spoil her daughter, but since she entered middle school, both of them would always end up argueing.

▪ Park Eunhye | Mother | Eunhye is a loving mother, and doesn't really raise her voice even when her daughter does the craziest things. She loves her daughter just as much, but then again, she's still frustrated with her daughter's attitude.

• Kim Jungra | Younger brother | He's very close to his dear sister, and doesn't call her noona because sometimes her sister is more of a friend. Rarely get into a fight with her since they are like twins, actually. He did realize her sister's change in attitude and couldn't help but worry.

 

friends — 

▪ Jung Jaerin | Best friend | Well, they met since middle school, became a rebel together, and entered C.R.A.P together. They are best friends till death, and the way they interact is just like twins, or just like nemesis.

▪ Kim Minseok | Secret Lovers | He may be one of the hot guys, but behind everyone they are lovers. Both of them are actually biual, and they don't really care if one of them decided to with someone else.

• Kang Kibum | Friend | Met at her first in C.R.A.P. Not really the kind that goes off with anyone, but he's a sweet talker, and a prevert. He's kind towards Neulra only to be closer with her best friend, and Neulra knows it.

last messages.

comments/suggestions — Just so you know, I'm just a school girl, and school starts before D.O's birthday, so I may be less active than I am now (I mean, I spend my day reading fanfics) So yeah. I could just be the minor character if you want, 'cause trust me, I'm going to a boarding school, but this fic looks awesome and I just broke my own record for not applying for any applyfics. Haha, but yeah. Oh, and Minseok doesn't really care if she's with someone else at night, because he's like that too.

scene request — None for now, but if I do have something in mind, I'll tell you =)

password — Sing For You u r gonna die MUAHAHA 

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