I couldn't write another word for any of my fanfics tonight but it's too early to go to bed so i'll do this.

Facts about CSkies (as an author, as a girl waiting for her pre-u results, as.. an oddball)

1. i have an obsession with stationery.

- how many of you understand the need for good, comfortable to write pens? like if it's not your favourite pen your hand just refuses to hand and your handwriting becomes like a baby trying to write.

2. i always look at same age idols and go like "what am i doing with my lifeu"

- Jung Sungha, Choi Zelo, Lee Hi, Chanhyuk, Lee Wei, Ko Minsoo, Lee Bitto, Kim Wooshin, Seon Sunyoul etc etc etc etc i'm looking at you guys man..

3. looking at idols younger than me makes me go "okay age is just a number. it's just a number"

- yeah and jail is also just a room..

4. i started my first fanfic while i was in the midst of my major finals in high school

- i rmb i was scribbling the plot to my story on the extra sheet of my Chinese paper after i finished writing my essay. chill much?

5. i'm a dumb dumb who can't cook to save my life

- i figure no one knows me here so.. nvm my friends all know i can't. (i'm trying to cook pancakes tmr i hope i don't destroy the kitchen. then again, for home economics, i managed to bake a cake, cook noodles and all that by dumbly following the recipe so......)

6. i'm BtoB trash af

- it's never obvious because my updates on twitter about them are flooded along with tweets and retweets about other groups as well. (but if i have to choose a group my immediate answer will be BtoB. two years and counting)

(oh this point should be interesting.. or just plain odd)

7. i can't tell what handsome is

- and it's not because of kpop. seriously since young, i really don't know what is handsome like.. i mean, guys are guys. what's good-looking? they're all okay-okay to me. like if you show me pics of kpop guys i can tell you that some of them are PRETTY like seriously pretty prettier than a lot of girls, but.. then.. handsome.. i don't know.. what is handsome.. HALP.

8. i cover my eyes when i see kiss scenes or if guys show off their 'choco abs'

- embarrassing much?

9. i don't know how to choose a bias

- it's either i'm okay with them all, i love them all, or i don't bother about them all lol. "who's your bias in BtoB?" what kind of question is that?

10. the first kpop group that pulled me into kpop for real is Teen Top

- but the group that kept me going is BtoB. ofc i know Big Bang, DBSK, BoA (i thought she was jap bcs she sang one of the closing themes for inuyasha), Wonder Girls, SuJu, SNSD - in order which i knew them - but i just knew the songs.

11. before kpop, anime and manga was life

- i had an addiction to reading manga. even if One Piece wasn't about to have a new chapter till the next few days, i'd refresh the page or go look for one-shots to read (ahh reliable one shots..)

12. the first kpop group i met is BTS

- i barely knew them at the time. i was still new to them. only know a few songs, i barely knew their names. two months later i saw them perform about 200m away from where i stood (at SBS Awards Festival 2014, 23dec, the last day i was in Korea) my best friend almost died. her fancam was so shaky, she should have given the selfie stick to me. i don't fangirl so my fancam was steady but i was using my dslr like bruhh.. my hands maintained in the same position for four songs..

13. the first kpop concert i attended is BTS's

- in my defense, my best friend got us free tickets. i won't have spent money to attend a concert (esp when it's not my most most fav group.. i doubt i would buy a ticket even if it was a BtoB concert.. i'm stingy like that..)

14. exactly a week later on my birthday i met VIXX

- from the side of the stage. and it was the first time i experienced waiting in the car park for them to come down and watch them film a short message in the car park, getting into the van, and driving away. my best friend and i were just otw out after the event and saw the vans and decided to wait around for them (even suggested running to my car to catch up to their van to see where they'd be going lol it was a joke i'm not that kind of person)

15. i can't believe i threw out all the stuff i brought back from Korea

- like.. idk don't you keep receipts or those tourist maps when you go somewhere just for the memory of it? i threw them out. i remember telling myself that i won't regret it. i just had to. urgh moments of my life.. at least i kept the FIRST PAGE of the lotte world map.. and HALF of the cardboard cup holder from cube cafe bcs come on, it was BtoB on it.. (i'm getting pissed at myself while writing this..)

16. i should have been in Ireland now

- if only i studied more from jan'14 to may'15 before my exams in may-jun'15.. my results came out not meeting my university requirements so i had to retake my test. i'm stuck here for another 8 months (waiting for my results that'll come out in jan'16 nouuuu)

17. i have a talent of remembering selective things

- selective being: lines in a movie (i could tell you every single line in the Avatar movie and many other movies), events that happened in front of me, memories from.. when i was 2years' old, conversations. but not all. like i said, selective.

18. i like studying, i hate exams

19. other than AFF and on allkpop, i go by a different username on other social media sites

- CSkies13. bcs someone else used 'cskies' on twitter when i wanted to create an acc.. so my IG and wattpad acc has the '13' there too.

20. i don't know how to write fluff

- cheesy romantic stuff..... i can handle reading it and watching it from dramas and films (most of the time no, i just skip those parts lol) but i can't write it out. the mind refuses to brain.

21. i know that choreography to a lot of songs

- but i think i look bad dancing it out so i don't ahhaahahahahhah...............

22. i'm planning to have a wardrobe makeover....but then again maybe not (bcs it costs too much)

- 99% chance of meeting me in oversized t-shirts from church camps or school events paired with my trusty pair of jeans and my white jacket i had since i was 15 or 16, and the same pair of sport shoes i had since i was 13-14 (my feet didn't grow). i survived college wearing what i had been wearing since i was 14.

23. i'm a pretty low maintainence person

- putting aside the fact that i have slightly more troublesome skin than normal. if i ever were to spend money it'd be on my facial cleanser and stuff only.

24. i have an obsession over buying hard copies of music (CDs) rather than downloading it

- even before kpop. i have a whole collection of CCM music. seriously. a whole large drawer of it. and that drawer is huge too. i think i got this from my parents. they used to buy cassette tapes too. so.. it took a lot of resistance since kpop CDs are 98% photos and 1% cover, 1% the CD.. dammit i have like 1 TeenTop album and 4 BtoB albums now..

25. out of the 4 BtoB photocards i got from the albums i bought, i got 3 Changsub's photocards

- you should've seen how badly i laughed when i unsealed MOVE, it was changsub's pc, then i unsealed The Winter's Tale, IT WAS CHANGSUB AGAIN lololololololol. then recently i bought I Mean, i thought i got Hyunsik's CD because the CD design had their signature along with their photo printed on it. i thought i saw a star but when i opened it it was CHANGSUB, then i thought i won't be getting his photocard because they put it by random but then.. CHANGSUB TOO (like they're picking a bias for me since i can't on my own.. lol)

26. i get hungry easily when i study

- must. have. food. Food. FOOD.

27. i don't think this is uncommon, but i'm extremely awkward and quiet with strangers or people i'm not close to

- what are words when i'm with people i'm not close to. Be with me for 1 minute and you think i'm not a talkative person. Be in the same class as me for a week and.. yeah you'll forget i was ever quiet.

28. 99% of the times i'm on my phone, i'm not playing games, or texting, or on social media

- i'm writing stories

29. when i'm doing nothing, my brain is coming up with new story plots, random new scenes for my existing stories, etc etc etc

30. prom this year (2015) was the first time I,

- wore a long dress, wore high heels, put on make up (i did it on my own too.. no one knows me here so i shamelessly say that i wasn't that bad), did my own hair, went to a fancy hotel for dinner. yeah. i didn't dance. no one wants to dance with me. HAHA. (not funny)

31. current favourite anime/manga/jap movie adaptation is Assassination Classroom

- makes me go wth wth wth but then i still continue reading/watching it

32. samurai X is bae

33. my first k-drama was Brilliant Legacy (Shining Inheritance)

- my first kdrama already had such an evil character, i just don't find any other dramas with characters worse than her..

34. favourite variety show is Weekly Idol

- thanks to this:

(oddly this was the reason i started checking out kpop. i promise i'm not a violent person. i just pitied Chunji because he was getting kicked so many times by Niel in that episode i watch.. then i found out Teen Top was.. this violent lol it's a miracle no one died)

35. favourite girl group is f(x)

- trying not to be multifandom but come on. f(x) is really cool. their style is so versatile

36. dogs >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> cats

- i like big not-so-much-fur dogs. like the Great Dane. massive.

37. i have a wallet that's always in my bag, but there's no money and no cards in it

- all my IDs, student card, bills, they're all in my student card holder my friend bought for me. it's just.. convenient.. (im a low maintanence, don't care about my appearance girl..)

38. someone needs to bring me out to buy a new pair of shoes

- that pair of shoes i've been wearing too long is dying

39. i have a mom that complains when i wake up late (since it's practically holiday for me now that i have no classes)

- but she complains when i wake up early and do nothing. precisely why i sleep in. i have nothing to do!

40. i give kpop idols nicknames when talk about them to my mother bcs she remembers them easily by those nicknames

• JYP - CEO
• BtoB - the group that i like
• BTS - (i have to list this) the group that got fake kidnapped in US (AHL), i met in Korea, i went to their concert
• Big Bang - (my parents know them as a existent group)
• Sungjae - the guy that never gets the girl (ref Gong Taekwang. my mom watched the drama with me)
• Hakyeon, N - untouchable (ref his role in Sassy Go Go)
• Ailee - the one that (one of my parents' church friends) likes
• Amber - the very cool one that she thought was a boy
• Eunkwang - the monkey on the red carpet
• Minhyuk - the one who ripped his pants on stage
• Hanbin, B.I - bathrobe guy (ref MAMA2015)
• VIXX - the one i met on my birthday

etc. etc.

41. i play the keyboard in my youth church

- and everyone is used to my random outbursts of weirdness

(speaking of bands)

42. my favourite band in kpop is Day6

- because they're a legit band. a full band that can perform live as a band. you can actually pinpoint which sound comes from which instrument, and nothing comes from a recorded MR playing in the background

43. i met one of the CNBlue guys in front of FNC Ent while my best friend was taking pictures

- but i couldn't call out to him because i diDN'T KNOw HIS NAME. i still don't. he's not the guy that always stands in the middle, not the drummer in The Heirs, not the one on MCountdown as emcee. sorry dude

44. i'm a CUBE stan

- but i feel "betrayed" by CLC.. i mean.. < PEPE > was such a good song. then they had a follow up song which no one knew about, then < Like > was so squeaky i hated it (but eventually learned abit of it to annoy my best friend) and Seunghee appeared in BtoB's mvs, and she's such a sweetheart like Jihyun from 4minute, but then the rest of them, the voice. there's a limit to the amount of aegyo you put into your voice before it turns annoying and fake............ sorry girls i just, no.

45. i can mimic AOA Jimin's intro to < Like A Cat >

- hEAYH! no matter where you go &@#$!%/?^%~ are, A! O! A! AHHA You know (I know) You know (I know) I'm good I'm hot I'm fresh (????) I'm fly, BRAVE SOUND!! (there was ONCE i did the hEAYH part exactly like her i stopped and looked at my friend before we burst out laughing. can't do it a second time any more)

46. Yoon Mirae is QUEEN! only one queen for me

- MFBTY seriously the best

47. there are a lot of good songs in the first half of 2015 (kpop and non kpop) that have been around so often, i keep thinking it's not from 2015

- i can't think of any right now, my brain refuses to brain. i is have the dumb

48. i'm gonna stop because it took me two hours to do this.

- i thought i could reach 100 because i was so bored but it's taking too much time to come up with facts about myself.

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