First semester is over and our classes are changing :( Anyway,let me update.

So when we got back from break, he didnt show up to class, he decided to skip and sit in the student center. When I walked in, i didnt even notice him so i followed my friend and sat with our other friend until she returned. When the guy next to me started playing the guitar, thats when he looked over and I was like eek! I was so scared to go over there. My friend was like get up and go.. I kept saying no but eventually got the courage, and when I did, his table was swarming with girls so I was like aah forget it. I messaged him and informed him on what he missed in class blah blah FAST FOWARDING!

The next week came and we were turning in our projects. I dropped mine off and left out of the class, when I walked out, my friend was there so to drop hers off. I walked back in with her and Daniel was at the table where we drop our projects off at. He was looking dead at me and i started to look around because I cant hold eye contact with his beautifulness. As my friend was looking at other peoples projects, Daniel said to me

"You coming?"

as he held the door open. my heart was beating heavily. I replied with a

"Huh?"

even though I knew what he said. and again he said

"You coming?"

I grabbed my friend beside me and said yeah. I didnt want to be alone with them because my goodness what a mismatch I was. My friend made up some excuse to leave me alone and dipped

"Weird kid"

Daniel said as my friend left. to my surprise, he talked to me the whole time were walking together instead of making me feel like a 4th wheel with his friends. my friend reappeared and i mentioned her first impression of me to him and he sighed, rolled his eyes and said something about her. I couldnt  quite hear him but it wasnt positive. I stopped and he stopped, i looked over at my friend and he said

"We're going to sit over there and study"

"Im just gonna sit with her"

I said to him.I sat with her until it she went to take her test then I sat alone. He kept looking over at me as I sat alone, staring at me like "Why she ask to be my friend but doesnt sit with me" When he was leaving, my friends said he looked back over at the table I was at. I felt great. Later that day, I messaged him and asked if he was busy during break, he said he had to go out of town so I was like nevermind.. no.. I got the courage and asked him to hang out on a weekend in the future. He said sure. if he has time when he gets back then maybe. BRO! I was about dead. So unreal

Wednesday is finals day and we were in class talking about the test. omg those faces he was making were so cute. It had become less awkward for me to look at him now since we are friends and i can respond to him and laugh at his face gestures without dodging him. After the test was over and he was walking out, he looked at me, smiled that beautiful double dimple smile and said

"I'll see you later"

me being me smiled, waved and said bye kinda softly. I wanted to ask for that hug so badly.EEERG. When we walked out of class,he was sitting alone, i thought of going over there but he was on the phone... eeeer I watched him walk away..

I'm telling you were as opposite. Like Jessi with D.O opposite. His mane group are blonde hair blue eyed G.I Joe and Barbie.. He's a brown hair brown eyed Ken doll and I'm.. ooh. They're all taller than me, dress different, talk different and so on. So you guys could kinda see why I felt out of place.. but yeah.. fear and Im gettiong over the socializing fear. I had anxiety as a young teen when it came to socializing due to a bad experience, but Im fixing it..

DID I FALL FOR A DOUCHE BAG?? In part 2, I will tell you what just may have ruined our friendship that I really wanted.. but.. I DONT LIKE JERKS!