Trapped in your own mind

Can't find an exit

Your body struggling to break free

but the chains were too strong

 

There's a voice in the back of my mind

Saying thast the world isn't so kind

Dreams should be shattered

Smiles should be plastered

 

My mind was spinning beneath the darkening sun

Stuck in the grey areas

Between black and white

I can't find colours

 

I could feel myself

slowly drowning in the ocean of people who had sinned

There was no escape

And in this sea of sinful people

I slowly became numb,

numb of sin

 

It was drawing me in

And I became addicted to your touch

and the stinging sensation it left me

You left me hanging and I was craving for more

 

The cars are moving fast

Climates are changing

Leaves are falling

We're running out of time

But our bodies are moving slow

 

The chemicals filling up my inside

I grew excited

and yet there was nothing left in it

 

Our chemistry was soon lost

and it became a craving

There was no romance in our story

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I'm sorry for not updating kenopsia, I had finish writing the first epilogue but I haven't finish the other one, exam was coming. But I had finished my test yesterday, so hopefully I can finish soon.

I'm also very sorry that the epilogue might not be that good because I feel like my emotions are messing with it. I'm just dealing with emotions right now and I don't feel that good. I'm not depressed but I'm not in my best form either, I hope you can understand.

 

Please comment about what you think about this poem by the way~

 

Thanks