i'm not sure i want to be here right now

sigh//

i am really bad at keeping promises :/

''i swear i'll update this week!'' ''i'll try to update within this week!'' ''maybe later i'll-''

yep, i've said them all before

and i hate to say this but,

i think i have writers block :|

i know i don't even fit in with the title ''writer'' as i never finish anything i start, and well my writing is bad in general

but well i have it

;__; 

i really wanted to update today, i even stayed up all night trying to find the perfect plot

but sadly, nothing came to mind :(

it sounds like i'm throwing a pity party for myself

and no one came ((cues melanie martinez's pity party))

D;

okay wait real talk here

i just thought of something

and this isn't my daily 6-am-crap i always think of

it's a real idea

apparently, despite having writers block(??) i can write oneshots!

oh my god, i'm actually gonna post one right after this blog post

i'm gonna go on hiatus from my fics, but start writing oneshots c:

everyones happy ;)

okay so well rn there obvs, aren't any requests at the moment

but if you want to request, just comment here or leave a post on my wall! i dont bite whEE

just comment/post like this:

req:

hyungwon from monsta x

oc ( optional: give a name c: if you don't, then i'll just write y/n~)

example: hyungwon getting jealous of you hanging out with wonho

^^^ follow this and i'll try write as beautifully as you want it c'':

ah yes, i'm accepting fluff, angst and ! (don't get your hopes up, i read not write them ;;)

im so glad i got that out

aLSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SMOL CHILD KIHYUN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KID XOXO

(jihoon and dongwoo too <3 )

it is currently 6 am, busanboi <3