its honestly been a really long time since i came in touch with kpop

that sudden hiatus from kpop, fanfics and snsd. i dont think i need to explain more but it was yes, indeed the aftermath of Jessica being kicked out of snsd. I was like in a really really bad mood during that week, but i think after a few more weeks or so, i moved on but the scar was definitely still there and fragile. 

it has been 1 year and about 1month+, nothing about the whole drama was actually really revealed, i doubt we will actually get the honest story behind this, so im just going to leave it aside and move on.

so continuing with the story, i lost interest in snsd totally after jessica left and till this date, i have never watched any of their performances nor mvs. as a group, not anything but i have been listening to taeyeon's I and watched a few of her live performances. on instagram, im only following taeyeon and tiffany (and of course jessica). so yea, i dont really count myself as a snsd fan anymore, but if you ask me who is my favourites in snsd, i would have to say fany and tae. jessica is still my favourite and i doubt it would change. (oh and btw, my ship otp changed like a few months before jess got kicked out, now my otp is JETI 😂, not even kidding though hahahaha. kind of lost hope in yulsic so...)

talking about jess, krystal still definitely is still one whom i have been following, f(x) as well. this nostalgic feeling of having f(x) as my bias group is back after 3 years. though i have been following f(x) rum pum pum pum until now, 4 walls, i dont think i can really be counted as a hardcore fan haha 😂 definitely loving them so much tho 

i have been into english songs and american artists currently especially fifth harmony, ariana grande, etc, and have been following on the releasing of music in the american and uk music industry. so i have more english songs in my itunes than korean 😂

i feel like f(x) is pulling me back into kpop again but lets just see then haha, im very excited for them especially when they are finally having their own concert next year in January and also may have their fan club name coming up!! 

so all in all, my life has really really changed so much since my last visit to aff and looking back, its quite funny and that nostalgic feeling is definitely there. i made friends on aff but i havent talked to them since a really really long time haha. life has been a rollercoaster but i want to see where this brings me to and i cannnot wait for whats in store for me.

if you reached this point, im going to applaud for you cos i have no idea why you read this hahahahaha this is probably just for memory sake and also please do leave a comment or something if you have anything to say haha thankss :)

nowplaying: f(x) - 4 Walls