Sometimes It's Hard To Ship

This isn't really a confession because I honestly don't think it's wrong of me to think so, but I do ship other ships for Ji or Ri besides GRi or NyongTory. GRi of course is my number 1 ship, but I'll be okay and will still support them if it ends up with them not being together or if they'll be just bros, as long as they're bros for life. Like I said somewhere else, my stand is something like: If GRi is proven real, I'll be all up like: HALLELUJAH LORD SEUNGRI! THANK YOU SO MUCH! But if not, then, BROtp for life! <3

That being said, I do get the fuzzies when BaeRi, TopRi, and DaeRi moments occur. I just get more fuzzies and happiness when it's GRi. But these are the ships that definitely come after GRi. I love it when the Hyungs are all up on their Maknae. Those moments are just so precious. <3

Outside BB, I do have a ship for Ri. 

For guys, I ship him with Jonghoon. They're friendship is so cute and Ri looks really happy when he's with his squad. But I dunno, I love it most when he's with Jonghoon. Kongkaroon comes in a close second. :o 

For girls, I'm kinda iffy about shipping Ri with them. But I've come to like Kim Lim because when the rumors about them were definitely flying around, I was like, okay, I'll keep an open mind about her in case she's really with Ri, so I followed her on Insta, and basically liked her more and more and I saw more aspects of her life that she shared. So, basically, if I were to ship Ri with a girl, it'll definitely be Kim. Hara comes in second, but Kim is way ahead of her. Kim has this blog and in it she discussed about breaking up with someone 6 months ago, and from the way it sounded it was really a bad break up. My first thought was that it could either be Ri or Jonghoon, but then I realized that she wouldn't hang out with an ex and she definitely hung out with the 2 these past 6 months, so my KimRi heart was kinda broken because of it. 

And then today, rumors of Ri and Raline Shah circulated. And I kinda panicked. I dunno why. I guess Raline's nice but I need to know more about her to like her. I'm trying to keep an open mind about it like everything else, but of course, I'm not yet comfortable with it. So today was like a double whammy for me in the sense that my KimRi heart was broken and I was apprehensive about why Ri is still in Bali. I attempted to share my thoughts in Tumblr but because of me implying that Ri might be in Bali because of Raline, considering that David Yu has already went back home, and Raline and Ri really did hang out besides the wedding, I've been accused of being anti-GRi. 

My first reaction was shock. Like how the hell do you think I'm anti-GRi?!? My day ain't even complete if I don't see a GRi picture and I spazz over the littlest things related to them. I write fanfics about them and try to figure out their dynamics so much it's an obsession. Just because I can see the possibility that they're not or won't be together doesn't mean I don't ship or support them, because I freakin do. To be a shipper does it entail me to be blind to every possibility but them? Of course not. They do have a life outside each other, even if they're together. I'd freakin love it and would die happily if they're really together, but if they won't then I won't stop liking both of them just because of that. If they do get girlfriends or even boyfriends who are not each other, I'll still support them, and would be respectful to their partner. At the end of the day, I just want them both to be happy, with each other or not. I was just shocked because I thought that people would be more open-minded about it. Am I the only GRi shipper like this? Am I in the wrong here? I'm really really confused. T-T

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HopelessMidori
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Nyongtory is my OTP and no ship ever could change that. I'm obsessed with them, but I KNOW it's never gonna happen. I just like to be in my own delusional world where I picture them as sweet lovers, but whenever I see their posts on Instagram, live performances, interviews, I know that's reality and there's no romance going on between them. To be honest, when I went to their Made Tour, when I witnessed them just inches away, face-to-face, I got to see what they're really like. I don't know how to explain but.. That moment, I confirmed.. It's not possible. Especially with Seungri. I can't explain it, but I felt it. There are a lot of shippers that strongly believes there's something between them, but for me, I know there's nothing. Just brotherly love.

Lol. That's really unrelated to your post but whatever haha