The Hidden Feeling
2 Nov 2015. There's not any long time left. It was the day which I will sit for my SPM. Before that, I have a wish. I want my best friend back. A guy. He did not even send me a single text. I know that he's busy. It will be a greedy of me if I want him all for myself, pay me his attention...like the old time.
I try to convince myself that I'm okay, that he is not neglecting me. Yet, he shows the opposite. I can't help it. His birthday will come soon, 1 Nov. He's the one who always wait for me, take care of my feeling and he will come to me first. Now, there's no more. Well, the promise were meant to be broken after all. How irony when he's the one who come, yet he's also the one who left so easy. How I hope he will mend the broken me. I think maybe, just maybe...I don't deserve him.
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