I was itching to write this after yesterday.. Because yesterday was literally the best day of my life.

I've been stanning & loving big bang for 8 years & every time there was news that they'd come to toronto they never did T^T

But when my friend messaged me one day telling me that they were actually having a concert here in october, I thought she was lying until I actually saw "big bang made toronto", I seriously balled my eyes out when I thought we couldn't get tickets. But my cousin was so kind & she helped us get rush tickets (we got general admission tickets, because VIP was $600 & It's big bang... Like you have to move, it's BIG BANG)

Fast forward to monday night, me and my friend were skyping and trying to find out what to wear (I ended up channeling my inner GD & I wore black and white, my giyonchy shirt & white heeled shelly's). I spent a good two hours trying to do CL makeup tutorials LOL.

Anyways, we decided we would leave by 9 on tuesday... But my friend took long putting her makeup on so we ended up there at 10:30, & we made friends with the girls beside us. A group of girls took pictures of fans and made a scrapbook to give to big bang, here's ours & that's me with the brown jacket keke ^-^

And here I am in front of the doors of the Air canada center, where they performed <3 <3

we were holding up these free banners that these kind girls handed out ~ (mine were bended because i couldn't hold 2 banners and a light stick lol. And since we spent hours there my friend told me about her experiences with BTS (I couldn't go because I was too late in buying my shirt)

But yeah, we basically waited in line for 6 hours... until we heard that they were selling merch outside so I went and got myself a light stick to join the sea of crowns <3 (I spent $50 on one, but i regret nothing because these are my kings and ultimate biases)

So anyways moving on they were much more organized then I thought because they actually kept checking our wristband numbers. I thought that at 3 we were going in for sound check (but that was the VIP's), so we had to wait another 3 hours until they finally let us inside. I got into a middle spot (just 3 rows of fans in front of me so I was pretty close to the second part of the stage. The strobe lights were really cool but they were so blinding and we waited for a while until we heard taeyang).

Taeyang and all of big bang were literally there and I just... My mouth was agaped and I froze and at this point I couldn't cry or do anything because i was just so amazed that they were actually there, In my head I was just like "THEY'RE REAL, THEY'RE REALLY THERE".

They were makeup less, but oh my god they were so close... I COULD SEE TAEYANG'S IMPERFECTIONS, BUT HE WAS STILL SO HANDSOME AND PERFECT.. I JUST- here is my video of bae yang just being amazing and flawless >> https://instagram.com/p/8y1bv6BdpC/?taken-by=doramatique 

GD was on the right side of the stage and he had a mask on and TOP was on the left side and didn't come up close to us (he had a mask on too). MY ULTIMATE BIAS WAS SPORTING A MULLET, BUT STILL HE WAS BEAUTIFUL AND I DIED. Daesung was up front too and he wore no mask, and you couldn't see his eyes... But he was the cutest and so handsome upclose he killed all of us. Seungri was being such a tease and he was equally as handsome keke.

So they performed a total of 3 songs (bang bang bang, tonight & if you) from what I remember? and they left to prepare for the actual concert, while we waited another 2 hours (they played their mvs and everyone sang along and screamed to it all). 

They opened up with their trailer for the big bang made concert and from what I remember it was bang bang bang... AND IT WAS BOMB AFFFF, there was strobe lights and we were all jumping and it was just insanely insane.

then they did stupid liar: https://www.facebook.com/jaaadeebautista/videos/10206575070668469/?pnref=story

And here is TOP BEING GLORIOUS: https://instagram.com/p/8zbaYtBdjH/?taken-by=doramatique

My soul left from my body when they started talking in english & saying how they've never been to canada and we were such a lively crowd (i swear we never stopped screaming or singing along at all, even me... At many points I had to take breathers because i lost my breath from screaming and jumping and dancing). GD pronounced canada as "kenah-duh" it was literally the cutest thing ever and their english was so adorable and I died 2 milllion times (SEUNGRI SWORE TWICE LMFAO & At one point he just gave up on them and started talking in korean). DAESUNG WAS SUCH A SWEET HEART AND HE GAVE US SO MUCH FAN SERVICE (my love for dae went up ten times high, usually i love them all equally after GD... But now I think daesung is second place in my heart now). 

He was like "do you wanna see my eyes? Do you? huh? Do you?" We all screamed yes ... And he lifted his bangs up and he made the funniest face ever, and he did a sniffing action with his nose (secret garden parody anybody?) I'll eventually post that up, but it's a long video. TOP was so cute and he said he loved us, and he threw tiny hearts at us and then Taeyang talked a lot in english... My heart melted so much. 

GD finished it off singing bad boy (BAE'S VOCALS ARE SO ON POINT & UGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH)

they also did haru haru and i relived my grade 8 years <3 <3

Big bang then had seperate video montages, and from what I remember top was first (his video thing was so funny omg LOL) and he did doom dada and IT WAS DAEBAK OFC, HIS VOICE IS SO AJDSKFHASDF. Seungri was right after i think and he did strong baby... HE HAD THE MOST EPIC DANCE BREAK EVER AND I JUST ADJSFHASDKF. I WISH I HAD ENOUGH MEMORY ON MY PHONE. Daesung was right after and... Holy , he did wings and HE SLAYED IT! like his vocals are so beautiful and I understand why he's so famous in japan (this girl behind me loved daesung and she always screamed whenever he came on & we joined her too haha). HE WAS BOOTY SHAKING GUYS, LIKE HE WENT IN FRONT AND THEY HAD A LINE OF DANCERS AND HE WAS SO INTO IT <3 AND I SAW THE TWINS, I WAS SCREAMING MY LUNGS OUT WHEN THEY CAME TO THE FRONT... LIKE DEUKIE AND DONY ARE SO GLORIOUS IRL AND I WISH I COULD'VE GOTTEN A PHOTO WITH THEM <3

Taeyang came on right after and he did eyes nose and lips and everyone was singing along and it was so glorious and akdsfhaksdhfds flawlessness. Then GD came and he did crooked and I was the happiest AKJSDFHASD. HE WAS HEAD BANGING AND OMFFFFFF MY ULT IS JUST THE MOST WONDERFUL THING IN THE WORLD <3 right after they did good boy, and It just amazed me how much stamina he had.. All of them were just amazing.

They didn't break once live and they sounded exactly like they did in every song, if you ever have to see a kpop group.. go see the kings because they slayed everyone's hearts yesterday.

At one point daesung also had this drumming solo and it was just so sick & seungri did y back but he never finished it and big bang was like "you " LOL. Daesung also did a y dance and he lifted his shirt and unfffffffff (we tried chanting "take it off" to taeyang but that didn't work out well haha)

My feet were in so much pain wearing heels but it was so worth it because i was able to see (I am so sorry to the short girls behind me, but at least they had my phone camera to watch what the couldn't see). But oh man there was this girl right in front of me who didn't move at all, she took videos and sometimes she would give us attitude and she was like "Can you stop pushing?!" And my friend wasn't even pushing her because she was pushed by another girl she saw at the bts concert (such a coincidence). I was so annoyed because she didn't even look like she was enjoying the concert... She literally stood still and did nothing.

Anywho there was FIREWORKSSSSS, AT LEAST 4 TIMES AND LOTS OF CONFETTI! IT WAS THEE BEST EVER. There was also 8 bottles on each side of the stage and lots of towels but only top used one towel and one water bottle.

Near the end there was one point when taeyang came to the front and he just stood there singing and smiling and I froze because he just looked so godly and ajksdhfkasdf. I SWEAR WE MADE EYE CONTACT JDSHFASDF, MIN HYORIN U ARE SO LUCKYY DASKJFADS. https://instagram.com/p/81qySzBdjM/?taken-by=doramatique

And he took that towel and threw it near me... But the thing is this girl I made friends with, well she's a taeyang stan.. So her and a handful of these girls beside me basically all fell down fighting for that towel (It was irl hunger games), I stood there just staring because I didn't want to die and I was wearing heels.. I'd never get up if i lunged for that towel LOL. Top also joined in and took one water bottle and threw it towards the left side, and he wiped his sweat with one towel and threw that too (whoever got that towel I envy you so so much). TOP also pulled out his choom top moves and god it was glorious (DID I MENTION THAT AT ONE POINT HE WINKED?! WE ALL GOT PREGGO ISTG)

And by the end of it GD was like it's not the end, i hope you keep supporting us, I know we made "Made" but it's not over yet so wait for the next release... I really felt like crying and I got a video of that, but I spammed everything so I feel bad LOL. 

Big bang did about 3 more encores (bae bae, fantastic baby, bang bang bang bang ... like they didnt even know they were going to, but they did anyways thanks to the band which i love very much).

They had an after party to commemorate their last north american tour spot, but I couldn't go because it was an extra 130 bucks, and i was too broke... but I saw fancams of seungri DJing and it looked live.

Honestly though yesterday was the best day of my life and I had so much trouble sleeping, because I kept watching the fancams I took over and over again.. I slept with a smile on my face, knowing that I finally saw my kings, my first kpop group, the group that pushed me into kpop. 
 
No matter what I'll always support them, always because they are literally my number 1 <3