Hello my wonderful darlings!

Have you all been well?

It's probably not easy to post this, but here goes.

Life is funny, a year and a half ago I was full of motivation and excitement which prompted me to write here, simply for the love of my OTP and to tell stories which were begging to be told. But like I said, life is funny.

It changes, it can make you or break you. For me, it did both. I experienced a rough patch in the last 8 months where my health deteriorated and everything took a toll on me, mentally.

Law School becomes harder and harder as you climb up the ladder, personal skills take time to hone, and because of my tepid state, everything was as good as dead to me- social life, personal life, simple joys like eating or cooking. The only thing that sustained me was learning mandarin ( languages just teleport me :D ).

So, writing used to be a form of great comfort to me but as my mind was churning into a storm of its own, there was no way I could concentrate on writing about the people who inspire me and make me smile.

I had a lot of stuff written down- good,bad,unfinished- which I deleted on an impulse!

I had issues which played with my psyche and brought me down. Even if I woke up with a smile, I used to go back to bed with a deadpan face. People disappointed me and I disappointed myself more.

But God has everything as planned, this year has been about discovery, not self but a discovery to find bravery which I lacked.

I'm up and about on my feet, give me some time and I'll be back, sprinting :)

ps : Do you guys want to read JaDine fics? :P

pps: I miss this place :) total guilty pleasures :)

Lots of Love

TartyTorts :D