Holy ..............................................

Yes this is your typical, cliche post about not being able to update for a while...right?

However, this isn't because I didn't save my chapters or anything. NO, it's because I thought I should bring my USB to class because I thought I would need it, but my Mac also decided today was a perfect time to crash. My entire life is stored on that USB (I'm not kidding...I save everything on there and I know I shouldn't because it's not stable), so I do feel a little at fault.

But after that crash, I lost everything on that flash drive. I'm talking drawings, fanfics, all of the pics I saved of Bangtan and actually important school things. As a result, I'm completely floored at what to do. I backed up the USB once to an external hard drive, but now I'm scared it's going to corrupt as well. Technology is just scaring me right now--I'm not sure how to feel or what to do. Even though I backed up my USB once, that was in July--MONTHS ago.

I need to say that I cried and I'm still teary now because I'm so upset at everything that's going wrong.

And I'd be lying if I said that losing my fanfic progress isn't a main reason on why I'm so upset.

It feels like a part of me has disappeared just like that. All of the hours spent is just gone. (I did try recovering it, but apparently it's unrecoverable and it all added up to like 800+ GB which makes no sense since my USB is only 32...)

SO great.

So there's that.

I'm going to try to move on I guess but I'm just really ing upset.

I just wanted you guys to know and I'm like tearing up again oh my god.

I probably won't be updating soon because I'm so busy but I'm trying to learn from my mistakes in a way but I just...I just don't know what to do.

 

I'm also going to try to get my laptop fixed tomorrow...

 

 

im sorry and i hope u guys understand...

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redeuvelvet #1
I really hope you could get your datas back, happened to me once when I was younger and to this day I'm still freaking pissed off whenever I remember that haha. Cheer up my dear favorite yoonmin author<3
lsgrlr
#2
I completely understand where you're coming from. That happened to me in July, computer crashed and I lost everything. Sorry about that. But I really hope things are getting better. Take the opportunity to try something new, instead of seeing it as an ending to what you did prior see it as a new beginning.
Candy64 #3
Omg sorry to hear that. I feel for you man ! It's such a bummer ! hope things gets better for you !
ArsseMJareeGran #4
Oh no, author-nim!! Oh god, I can completely sympathize with the despairing when everything goes wrong. I hope everything gets better and stay strong~~~!! Fighting!
IamShe
#5
Yes technology is a fickle mistress. When you go get your laptop fix. See if they would look at the backup external hard drive for you. Or have them there while you open it up. Just in case something does go wrong.